Hello haven't posted much recently but checking in every so often to see how everyone is. 8 months post op and Paul seems to be doing well due for 6 month psa check next month and for me the anxiety starting to creep in Paul very upbeat. No continence issues now just gets very tired quickly. He has been on cialis since March but sadly no real improvement due for review so discussing possible viagra. We are closer than ever but there is no longer any intimacy and that goes for me too just tired and feel unattractive. However having my husband is the most precious thing and we have had more good days (with laughter 😊) than bad these past few months. Pauls family history has been assessed and we have a genetic appointment in Nov as it looks like there maybe a link. Still having counselling but reduced and on anti depressants know not ready come off just yet as sometimes feelings can catch me of guard and tears come from nowhere. Reassessed a few things and as such I start a new job in few weeks Paul delighted has felt I was used and abused in old. Ben ok just stressing about a level results next week mind you so are Paul and I just keeping fingers crossed he gets into uni he has worked so hard through a tough year. Anyway hope you are managing to enjoy the summer, enough of my chatter, take care Jayne p.s. We have a team of five doing Movember this year should be interstinflg 😊