Don't feel embarrased - it was probably all down to the wank!
However, on a more serious note, particularly for a newcommer, one can easily get the impression no one is ever cured when reading this forum (at least, for some value of cured, even be it life long remission). But it's easy to overlook that most people in that situation will probably drift away from the group over time, and that it's self-selecting for mainly those on treatment, so it's not representative of overall outcomes. Just something to bear in mind for those pre radical treatment certainly.
So congratulations on your continued excellent results, which are good to hear about.