My 33 days with cancer
Day 5
Passed John on the way in this morning, at least I heard someone call him John, John’s the one with the big drain coming out of his head sat on the wall cigarette in one hand and drain bottle in the other, that’s ok John but can someone tell him the bottle is see through ffs. John is a ‘grey’ person so really whatever makes you happy John. Think I will drop him off 20 Silk Cut tomorrow.
Hello what are you in for asks Paul, as I arrive in the waiting area “Prostate’ I reply “me to’ says Paul. Paul has stage 3 Prostate cancer and has not had his prostate removed because they ‘caught it too late’…. ‘no point’… and the cancer has escaped from his prostate into his lymph nodes and is now travelling around his body, not good! “I’ve got 10 Radiotherapy sessions” says Paul “how about you?”… “You lucky b******!” I reply “I’ve got 29 left”
Paul must have more intensive Radiotherapy treatment because he is so far gone hence his treatment is applied in only 10 sessions whereas mine is applied more gently over 33. I’ll take the 33.
Richard arrives to take the place of Paul who has just been called in. Richard is not a grey person yet but has advanced Bowel cancer stage 3 he’s 53. Now as most of you will know I am an inquisitive type of guy, “How did you know something was wrong” I asked, and he told me he kept going to the toilet a lot more than usual for a number 1 in fact at its worst it was every 20 minutes. Richard has 30 sessions, but he is also on Chemotherapy tablet form. He loses track on how many times he gets up in the night to go to the toilet now, which in itself makes him very tired, and I am beginning to experience this.
My turn and the machine stop’s circling around my body and I know what that means from previous experience. Light’s come on and in walks Janet “you need to go and have a trump Peter you have too much wind” (me mam used to say trump not sure its commonly used anymore) apparently it doesn’t work if you have too much wind. I blamed the wife.
This however puts another half hour on the time spent having treatment. Not happy can’t make that mistake again. Now I am in a bit of conflict here as Janet has instructed me to walk up and down the corridor to try and loosen and get rid of the excess wind and to come back in 15 minutes. When I arrived, the corridor was empty now its busy and the problem is that I am conflicted as I don’t want people to hear me trump! So, I end up holding it in. a nightmare! But got there in the end. Julie Janet’s assistant says don’t worry about it but I know what she’s really thinking.
THE MESSAGE
Guys please not let us lose sight of the message here please if you hear of a friend or relative that keeps ‘putting it off’ please encourage them to ‘GO GET CHECKED OUT’ you can all help by simply sharing this post we can all work together to help save lives because seriously you don’t want it ‘escaping the prostate’ trust me.
How am I feeling?
My intention is to record how I am feeling each day so we can track how the treatment affects me at different stages which anyone following me can reflect on if they so wish and to hear it from the horse’s mouth so to speak.
So out of 10, 10 being really bad I’d say I’m at a 1.25 at the moment and the 1 is automatically added because I’m feeling p****d off about having it in the first place.
#pr