Thanks to everyone for their kind words. I am not banking on this being a long respite though it is now four months ago since enzo was first on the table. Any delay before the next drug increases life expectancy so I am not complaining. I suspect, Lyn, whether it is delayed reaction to ending casodex or steroid or both neither are long term solutions. But if I get another eight weeks feeling like this I will settle for that first and deal with the aftermath when it occurs.
A very close friend of mine has just been diagnosed with advanced metatastic PCa with bone mets but no soft tissue spread and he has started immediately on chemo. Such a different route for new starters now. I still have that delight to look forward to at some point.
The simple fact is its nearly four and a half years ago this all started and by focusing on my life and living it to the full I let the disease take care of itself. I will let me doctors look after treatments, I will look after my retirement pursuits, seems a good division of labour.