Hi Alan, I totally understand your concern, I have them too. My first ever docetaxl is tomorrow, I am more scared of the cannula in my hand than the drug!! (Always been a needle wimp). I am going on chemo at the start of my treatment with Zoladex as they want to hit it hard and fast. The short term side affects sound like an illness in themselves BUT they are only ever short term and I know that I will feel better again. It's only natural for us both to have our personal concerns and believe me that many people are rooting for you from this forum, personally I am focussing on what I will enjoy once the yuk time is over, for me that's running. I will post how it went later this week, I know chemo is a good thing for me. kev