Hi Chris, understand completely how you’re feeling, but there’s no reason to suppose your HT is stopping working. Try not to think of the negatives.
I know I shouldn’t be preaching as I’m the same. Had a bad day yesterday myself, took some Kalms and tried to keep busy. But I’d forgotten to take my Mirtazapine and Tadalafil 5mg. So I took 2 Tadalafil last night - bloody hell , I was up half the night with a full on woody… shame the missus isn’t interested π€·πΌβοΈ. I suppose that won’t last when my Consultant eventually gets my T under control.
It isn’t fair , any of this but it’s the cards we’ve been given. So gotta try to bluff your way through. The flying and fishing with your son must be magic. I wish now I’d done more with the kids but what’s done is done.
Try to enjoy every day - it’s not easy but it’s a kind of conscious thing that if you do it every day it gets easier, almost like a habit.
You know where I am Chris if you want vent privately π.
Hope you get your Mojo back soon.
Take care
Phil