Hello my lovely friend.
I am not surprised you had a meltdown it's been a long time coming and actually proves how resilient you really are. Your mind and body waited until John was through the major surgery, back home and looking as though he is improving daily.
Now you must do what you often advise others to, take some time for yourself and I don't mean a day playing with your adorable grand daughter, I mean for you. Go to the spa or have a spoil me day at the salon, go and buy nice clothes, drink a glass or two of prosecco, eat cake.
Any or all of the above please !!
You have both been through so many ups and downs, 6 years of dealing with advanced and incurable PCa with a host of complications, yet you still both smile and stay positive and you continue to support and think of others.
As for working ...forget it are you kidding me? You "work" more hours than most workaholics. If it is not helping John then it is providing care for little D , your Girls and their husbands. Looking after your home, the car, the garden, the dog, being nice to your neighbours and still posting on here.
As for being 60 well... I will join you very shortly in that "golden girls" decade. I'm rather hoping to start behaving badly!
Thinking of you both, I hope to be down there in October so maybe we can have a little time to behave badly together!!!
All my love