Hi,
1.30am: Laying awake. Can't seem to get to sleep, remembering that during this night, five years ago, I suffered a heart attack at 4.30am.
Two weeks earlier, I had finished my radiotherapy treatment and was having a rough time with side effects: rectal bleeding and bowel urgency.
It was really getting me down and I felt quite sorry for myself but little did I know that there was something else that was about to happen that could have taken my life when I least expected it.
It's strange but it made me feel more at ease with my cancer because whatever might happen with that, that will be in the future and I have been given a second chance to enjoy whatever life I have left.
Even though bad things happen, if you manage to get through them, it makes you stronger.
Steve