Hi Hudson,
Good to see you back and posting, no need to apologise for the delay in replying. Now the humorist in me would add more here, but I wont at this stage in case you do not share my senza yuma. And my senza yuma was with me even early on, think cable ties!
Couple of things you may wish to consider, that if you can get your head around this it may improve your mindset, or it may not? I do know coming to terms with a PCa diagnosis, especially at a young age, is not easily conquered. It dominates your thinking and excludes all else for a time. Believe me when you begin to control IT, as oppose to IT controlling and defining you, that is a much better place to be in.
If your Consultant says we can cure this, why would you doubt him? Positive attitude alone will not cure you but starting out doubting and dooming and glooming will make you feel worse mentally and spiritually. The physical side will be influenced by your treatment and illness. Give your head a chance, and focus on the positives. I say this as a 55 year old on diagnosis, gym goer 4 times a week, okay, maybe not a 6 pack but a good party 7, fit as flippety floppety, ZERO symptoms on diagnosis, just caught as a result of a routine check.
So, took me several months and several gallons of beer, loads and loads, to come to terms, but now I am in a happy place. The place we call "acceptance". Still got PCa, but I am not living with it or surviving it, I am thriving above it.
In the meantime live your life and do stuff, do more stuff than you would. Enjoy your day and wring every second out of every minute of every day.
Take chances mate, and play. I love that Sunscreen song by Baz Luhrmann, awesome advice. I even wear it in bed in winter under my pyjams. ;-)
atb
dave