Hi, yesterday I stared the first of 10 cycles of Docetaxel yesterday. Quite devastated about everything. I was diagnosed in November 2011 with PSA 217 and Gleeson 4+4=8. After several years being treated by Urology, I exhausted the usual hormone treatment, Cypoterone Acetate and then Bicalutimide. My PSA started to rise and was over 7 at that point.I still receive Prostap every 12 weeks.
In January 2015 I saw the Oncologist who put me on Dexamethasone which I have been on for the last 20 months. All of this time my PSA was always less than 1, usually 0.8. However, the downside was that I put on a massive 4 stone in weight. Putting on the weight was the price of the prostate cancer being dormant. Or so I thought.
I mentioned at my three monthly appointment that I was feeling breathless. However I thought to myself, who wouldnt, carrying around the equivilant of a sack of potatoes. However, The oncologist arranged more CT scans and on my next meeting with him said there was something showing up on my lungs and arranged for me to see the lung specialist. After lots more scans he thought it might be infection. I had a bronscoposy procedure and yes more scans and two weeks ago he said that unfortunately it appeared that the symptoms were in keeping with metastatic prostate cancer. Arrangements were made to see the Oncologist urgently.
Upon seeing the Oncologist, he told me that I needed chemotherapy, Docetaxel, and arranged for ten cycles to be scheduled in. I could not get my head around this. I asked him how this could happen when my PSA has been continually low? He explained that "sometimes when the prostate cancer becomes aggressive, it does not produce PSA". WTF? where is this written down in handbook 101?
So my advice to anyone, who like me was very happy after every appointment, coming away thinking everything is OK because the PSA is virtually non existent, to listen to your body. Do not dismiss any feeling in your body as nothing to do with prostate cancer because of your own personal low readings. Ask the questions and don't think you are being paranoid.
I am now in a place where I knew I would be some day, but was just not ready for it.
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