Hi Boyd,
I just wanted to say "Welcome" to our community.
I'm sorry you find yourself here but now you are, you've come to the right place for support.
A cancer diagnosis can feel as if it's the loneliest place on earth, even if you are surrounded by close friends and a loving family. It's hard for others to know what it feels like unless they've been through it themselves. This is why the support and friendship you'll find on this site will really help, because we're all going through or have been through the same thing.
May I wish you luck in your treatment and please, keep in touch.
All the best,
Steve