Hello Ian and welcome to the site.
I expect you are feeling a bit low and despondent with the thought of having Prostate Cancer hanging over you.
We all know that feeling. The waiting seems to go on forever.
High PSA can be scary and if as you say you have been looking at the site for a while you may see that for some men it's been in the hundreds and sometimes even thousands and yes they do tend to have more aggressive cancers.
PSA though is mainly an indication that something needs looking at. It would be the Biopsy results and the Gleason scores which would indicate a) whether you actually have PC and b) what the grading is. The higher the grading the more aggressive.
However, even aggressive cancers can be treated and we don't know yet what stage you are, so although you are currently feeling "down" about it all, take heart from the many men on here who are being/have been treated and are getting on with their lives, even those who are in the no cure camp.
You will get a lot of support on here.
When you go to see the urologist try and write down your list of questions and make a note of the answers. If possible take somebody with you as two pairs of ears are better than one.
You could look at The Toolkit available from this sites Publications but really, until you know what you are dealing with I'm not sure that will help.
Hopefully others will soon be along to offer their support too.
Best Wishes
Sandra
Edited by member 06 Jan 2017 at 15:42
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