treatment update
Had my 4th cycle of chemo last Friday (10th November) but I still can't seem to keep away from the hospital.
This time I seem to have been hit by extreme physical and mental fatigue. I was coping ok until last Wednesday when I was doing stuff in the garden. I was not out there long but when I came in, I just sat on the sofa staring into space. My wife took my temperature and told me it was slightly raised but when she saw me behaving like a zombie and not responding to her questions, she called the hospital. By this time I had 'come round' but after answering all their questions, they asked me to come to the cancer suite for an assessment. Long story short, all my obbs were fine but after taking bloods, they told me that one of the 'markers' may indicate infection, so once again I was given a short course of oral antibiotics to take home with me, just as a precaution.
Despite injecting myself for 7 days after each cycle and keeping away from public places, this is becoming very taxing. As well as having to cope with the fatigue, I've also had no appetite and an insipid aftertaste with all the food I try to eat. Oh, and added to this there's the indigestion and trapped wind. I knew that this journey wasn't going to be a walk in the park but sometimes one feels totally isolated from the real world. The only time that I feel any camaraderie with my fellow patients is when I have my treatment. It's so unfair on my wife who is trying to cope as best she can, when I never know what I'm going to be able to eat from one day to the next.
I'm pleased to report that today has actually shown an improvement, but I'm still only 9 days in and I've still got 2 cycles to go before I am finished.
I'm afraid that this isn't a very positive report but maybe one or two of you can empathise.
Brian