Hi all
In mid-October of 2017 I was dropping my daughter at school in the car. I parked the car, made sure it was safe to get out and as I turned to exit the car I felt a muscle go on my lower back, right hand side. I lived with the pain for a few weeks as I have had lower back problems in the past. The initial pain went and I was left with dull pain, but persistent. I spent November and December using an Osteopath with no change of symptoms after religiously doing all and more of the exercises prescribed.
I am naturally an anxious person and Googled about Chronic back pain and read about PCa, I then recalled being caught out a few times driving the car and walking to work needing to urinate urgently earlier in 2017, not every day but the seed started to grow.
I went to my GP in panic mode and announced I thought I had Advanced PCa, I was given two DRE's (by two separate GPS’s) , Urine test and bloods were taken two days later. These came back a couple of days later and I was told the only thing that flagged up was my Thyroid, clinically under active and to take another test within the next few weeks. My PSA was 0.7 and. I am due to be 48 in May this year.
I have since discussed my Urination more with my GP and said how often I go, up to 8 times a day, no Nocturia, with occasional urgency. But I fear I have become hyper sensitive to my bladder and think that there is a possibility I have skewed in my mind what I think is normal and bladder habits have changed due to anxiety and over analysing (I hope this makes sense).
Meanwhile I have been passed to a second GP at the practice who has assured me, like the previous one did that they thought the 5 months of back pain was normal mechanical back pain and the urination is also normal. He took the time to go over my results and try to reassure me, but this only lasts minutes until out of the surgery and the wheels start to turn again.
My work has been very good about stuff so far, not sure for how much longer though, my partner thinks I am OK as she knows how I operate with anxiety, but she is at the end of her tether with it. I have had waking insomnia for two and a half months now, basically waking at between 2 and 3 am and tossing and turning till dawn, I am feeling muscular sensations I haven't had before, weakness, fatigue, stabbing pains in muscles at night, hip bone pain, popping and cracking of all my joints which feel quite inflamed, and crepitus in my right knee which I am pretty sure I never had before, the bones in my neck crack all the time, and now what feels like muscle wasting in arms and legs. There is a lot of "stuff" going on. I know some of this can be attributed to the anxiety and sleep deprivation, but I have never had a back problem last more than a couple of months, and it doesn't feel like anything I have had before. The GP referred me to several sessions of physio, again no change after all the exercises and treatment.
I am terrified I have been overlooked because of my age and no family history and clinical results. But I am now left with little else to do, my GP said a further PSA test would make me even more anxious if it were even slightly higher, and prescribed Citalopram for anxiety. I think most of my fear is fuelled by the unreliable nature of the PSA test and I have read so many stories of guys my age (and under) so i kno it is not an older gents disease any longer.
The whole process has been going on for nearly three months and i feel i am getting nowhere with my GP.
sorry for the protracted post, but would welcome peoples thoughts here,
Thank you