Hello Droy22, my Dad has a very similar diagnosis - if you look on my profile page you can see the journey we have been on so far. I don’t know if it’s possible for you to do so, but I attend lots of Dads appointments with him to help me understand what is happening (and to support him and write notes etc). One of the very first things I did was call the nurses on this site - they are amazing and will do their best to answer your questions. They are very good at explaining about the different treatment options. I am so sorry you and Dad are going through this. Try not to scare yourself silly but googling randomly - either ask on here or call the nurses. You can get lots of booklets from this site too - Dad has lots of these and I highly recommend them. It is very scary and I’ll be honest I have had times of not dealing with it at all well but we are all here to support you as best we can. Thinking of you and your Dad and sending my best wishes. PenP.