Hi Pete,
Many thanks for very detailed and considered comments.
Also for the good advice. Like you I try to go with things and not over think it ... whilst being aware of and not ignoring the situation.
I also sometimes find it difficult to follow my own advice and every test, meeting, event is like a ticking bomb! I am mostly able to put it in its box and keep the lid on, so not all bad.
My PSA was only 6.5 I think but the Gleason score was 4+3 and the tumour was very near the margins.
So tomorrow should answer some questions at least ... Although everything seems to always be a waiting game! This loss of control over myself is hard.
Thanks again for wise words and for taking the time.
I think a glass of red wine or two tomorrow, what ever π
Regards
MikeG