Hi Lyn, you know a little of my history and you'll understand how this has hit me and i will do anything to help my body ( and my mind) to get through this .
I already view the pump as a rehab tool but its so painful and i do find it difficult to find the time to use it. I am having to have a bath in the middle of the evening so i can be alone with my lovely SomaErect
. My youngest (26) is still living with us and his fiancee as well until their house is finished and he does tend to barge into our bedroom occasionally without thinking...
I have less than a year to go on the HT and so i am hoping that a daily Cialis will obviate the need for the pump......
I know i am likely doing something wrong with the pump, but i read up on here and have tried all the suggestions, i.e. 45 Degree angle , shaved area ( as if that's necessary as its never grown back after RT ), pinching the skin , but it is still very painful and i have to stop before reaching the end of the lesson, so to speak...
I do still get the occasional morning glory only its not really a glory , more like a merely mildly rousing, but i am hoping that the daily use will do the business for the blood and tissue maintenance. The Sildenafil was very good , albeit i was taking 100mg. That took awhile to work ( hours) but then as they say ' it was the present that kept giving' for at least 7-8 hours.
So need to find a quiet chemist now and collect my pills. 
And the suggestion of cutting them in half is interesting , i may try that.
Phil