'Love' is a reference to the temporary?? chemical castration
37 times the number of radiotherapy doses
And pricked twice a year the six monthly hormone injections
Diagnosed aged 51 stage 3
Life with Mr C (living with prostate cancer)
My love is very peaceful now and taking a long rest
It's not a choice that I made but I know it's for the best
I could not fight alone the very thing my body made
So thirty seven times I had to lay just to be saved
And now I have a long wait while I get pricked twice a year
I'm still alive though feel the pain and live with a great fear
I dream one day my body will pick up the fight alone
My love return and I will have sweet feelings of my own
Johnnie
--------