Greetings Everybody,
I received my PCa diagnosis on 3rd September. How I got to that point is detailed in my profile so I won’t repeat the nitty gritty here. I am still trying to come to terms with all that has happened in the past couple of weeks, alternating between feelings of desolation and numb resignation to what will be. I have been lurking in the background for the past couple of days but now feel confident enough to post.
The surgeon and Oncologist who went through my diagnosis were of the opinion that at this early stage it would be very premature to consider a prostatectomy as my tumour should be slow growing. They went on to say that all things being equal, they would anticipate that some surgical intervention would definitely be required within five to seven years. They also said that because of my young age (58) they would not propose radiotherapy due to the risk of an induced cancer in later years. So the suggestion was that Active Surveillance would be most appropriate. However they said they would refer me to the hospital where any surgery would be performed and also suggested that maybe I could investigate HIFU as a treatment option.
On 6th September I saw two different consultants at the second hospital. The first was a surgeon. He also said that my tumour should be slow growing and as such did not think that a prostatectomy was appropriate at this time and instead agreed that AS would be suitable. I said to him that if the tumour was so slow growing, do I need to worry at all? He replied that doing nothing would not be an option as he would estimate that the PCa would be fatal in about 15 years as it stood. Although he was not advocating surgery he did make the point that in terms of the best possible outcomes (with regards to complete removal of the cancer and minimal side effects), the sooner I had surgery the better. He also went on to say that he could tell from the location of my tumour, if I elected to have HIFU treatment and then subsequently needed a prostatectomy it would not be possible to perform a nerve sparing procedure because of scaring arising from HIFU. The second consultant handled HIFU treatment. He was of the opinion that certainly HIFU would be an option for me but thought that for the time being to go with AS and see how things pan out.
I can understand the reasoning behind AS for the time being at least; my partner and family all support this. Certainly I think I want to hang onto my prostate for the moment. But there are a couple of things nagging at me: From my perspective I have gone from not having PCa to having a positive diagnosis in a little over six months. This does not seem so slow to me. Secondly, my father was diagnosed with slow growing PCa and told not to worry. Just over 18 months later he was dead as it had spread throughout his pelvic cavity and into his bones. Not so slow growing after all. I also understand that my paternal grandfather died of PCa. I have pointed these things out to all the professionals I have seen but all they do is shrug. I guess this uncertainty is in part the nature of the beast.
So here I am trying not to dwell on things, to be thankful that I have been diagnosed while the disease is in it’s early stages and not to spin around the unanswerable questions. It’s not so easy.
Best wishes to all.