In January my OH's PSA was 0.6 and we had a PSMA scan in Heidelberg which revealed cancer in one lymph node. He had 3 sessions of Stereotactic Body Radiotherapy in April and the day he finished we got the result of the psa test prior to the radiotherapy. It had jumped to 1.1 from 0.6 in January. This does not fit in with the doubling time he had (see profile) and was very worrying.
3 months later in July his scan was clear but his PSA was 1.3. The oncologist said to try again in a month as sometimes PSA can go up. It's now 1.5.
I am trying not to have a panic attack here...I feel so frightened for us both. He has emailed the oncologist so now we have to wait till she gets back to us. My husband is still away doing jobs at our holiday cottage and I am back home with my 15 year old who is going back to school today. Life goes on and apart from this (and Covid) life is good. But I live with this permanent sense of dread which today is like something heavy sitting on my chest.
My husband really hadn't wanted to do hormone therapy. He thinks mathematically for a living and is terrified he'll lose his edge....not to mention all the other side effects. Hes scared though he doesn't let on, but his increasing grumpiness gives the game away! I wear my heart on my sleeve and I can't bear to tell anybody this news. I'd love to hear that it isnt necessarily bad news yet...maybe a rise like this for a while after is normal? The scan is clear after all.
But I feel hormone therapy is the least of our worries...at all stages along the way his cancer has behaved aggressively. I have seen it though they never said it. Somebody here once told me that aggressive cancers respond better to radiotherapy...I think a maybe a John's Hopkins study showed this? Is there still room to hope?