Sorry I never noticed this last post Bean121. Yes I've been having the oddest sorts of pains and problems, teeth related, sciatica, which seems to move to a new place nearly every day, (though always in my back and left leg). I've also been getting the most severe indigestion/heartburn thing, with terrible burning pains in my neck & upper chest almost every day while trying to eat and swallow. It seems I can't go even one day without some intense pain somewhere, which is causing me all kinds of stresses and worries.
I forgot too, to mention to my Onco on my last phone appointment with him, something which is getting on my nerves and those of my fiance. I've written it down on a calendar too so I won't forget it on our next 'chat' in Feb. 2021.
It's that my 'sex' seems to have broken down and needs fixing. To say that my fiance is frustrated with me is an understatement, although she did say that she'd stick with me no matter what. I don't know what the problem is, although I know for sure that it is caused by the PC/EBRT. I'm like a schoolboy again! I have no interest whatsoever in sex and cannot be aroused in any way, shape or form. I hope it will all come back someday, but can't know that for sure. The 'little blue pills' that people talk of, may help to erect the flagpole, but what would be the point, if I just cannot get interested in what it's there for? We used to have a very healthy sex life, but now I find myself more interested in what type of coffee I'm drinking, or what's on TV! I'm only 61! I'm not ready to give it all up yet!