Hi Joaquin,
That's a good post by Lyn at 11.42.
If I may add that being diagnosed is a shock like the grieving process: shock and denial, anger, bargaining, depression, working through to acceptance. If you get stuck at a stage take advice.
I recall wakening in the night feeling normal but thinking something is wrong then suddenly remembering and my heart beating faster. That lasted quite a while although I was diagnosed later at a lower Stage than you.
I also recall a person at work being mocked for having a file of memos to people that weren't sent. Yet many years later that was said to be a good way of working through complicated matters. There have been a few people on here lately writing about recording their status.
You might find an insatiable need for information now but it should settle. There is a lot of stuff on here although sometimes you can find things that make you more worried and after a while you learn to avoid certain items. Every case seems to be different it's quite amazing.
I hope I'm not teaching you suck eggs and the MDT come up with some good advice. The Macmillan Nurses are very good.
All the best,
Peter