I think that's normal. No matter how well you know a partner, performing for two rather than for just yourself, particularly when you're still practicing and less certain of the outcome, is going to be more pressure on you. It's just a matter of building up confidence, and that will come with more practice by yourself and recovery.
It's likely PDE5 inhibitors will help at this stage too, if you aren't already on them (Sildenafil/Viagra, Tadalafil/Cialis, etc), and if they do, that will help with confidence too. You should be able to get these prescribed.
Anyway, congratulations on the progress - keep it up...
Edited by member 13 Dec 2020 at 10:10
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