Hi folks,
I'd started a thread on the 'being diagnosed 'forum, but basically I'd been on active surveillance for nearly four years, had three TRUS biospies and never scored more than Gleason 6 and a PSA of around 5. However, on the last MRI they spotted a 10mm PIRADS 4 lesion and recommended treatment.
Since Christmas I've been going through the choices for treatment. My prostate was 50cl, so it was too big for bracy, meaning the options I had were surgery and external bean RT.
I had a much better experience with the oncology side than the surgeons and backed-up with statistics (from the NHS site that has been flagged elsewhere in the forum) I felt I'd have less chances of most side effects going down the RT route.
Anyway I had my first dose of RT yesterday and last night could hardly squeeze more than a couple of drops out. I'd noticed a reduction of flow over the past few weeks, but nothing like last night. I had problems today holding on to the 500ml of water prior to the RT and dashed to the toilet just before the scan. An ultra-sound was organised and they found I had 860ml in my bladder post voiding, which seems to be some sort of a record (not one I'm particularly proud of). They got a doctor to look at me and he said that I needed a catheter or faced kidney problems. The doctor and the nurse then asked me if I was happy to go ahead! I wasn't happy, but understood that it needed to be done. I'm now sitting with a catheter that I'll have in for the remains of my RT (4 weeks) and then another 4 weeks afterwards. The catheter was one of the things that put me off surgery, but I guess that hasn't worked out too well!
I was feeling pretty down, but just writing this has cheered me up a bit. Hopefully the next four weeks will be a bit less traumatic than the first two days.
Best wishes to everybody.