Tony very depressed Saturday night, crying, feels in his words, he’s finished, useless, not able to do anything, not worth anything, fatigued, tired of investigations.
A little more positive over the weekend but C/O of a lot of back pain looks tired and worn down, not my Tony who I have been married to for nearly 50 yrs, even during chemo and RT, remained positive, music blasting, listening to classical music with Bill Turnbull, Golden oldies, singing in the shower, telling and sending jokes to everybody and would talk to anybody, I miss that person want him back
Rang PET Scan Clinic appt earliest Dec possibly January. Face to face appointment with Oncologist tomorrow.