No, not flippant at all. With all the raised anxiety, coping with cancer, the thrills of CC, the actual few minutes of treatment can be quite soporific!
It's a bit like sitting an exam...the actual exam can be fairly easy ..it's the stress before and taking the analogy too far ....the pain of the results!
I found it initially...anxious, alarming...then routine...then...get on with....then, god, only 5 to go.
I could never have fallen asleep. That odd movement, never quite continuous and that sound...the chewing wasps, also constantly changing (I know it's the beam energy and those multi leaf collimators moving)...all too much to watch and listen. Plus the rather annoying local radio station on in the background...i would have preferred the War of the World's music! More apt!
Trying to remember how to spell bremsstrahlung and what questions to ask the team this time... I needed facts and figures for my blog ...mV and not meV...how much does all this cost..."how was my bladder filling?"....no, for me I could never have slept but then I "only" had 20 sessions....not sure I could've coped with 40 or more....
Gracias amigo