Like so many others in life I had many dreams and had all these future plans in place. That is until my urologist told me I may have prostate cancer and that I need to get a biopsy. But my PSA results are under 4 I said. She replied that for a guy my age a PSA level greater than 2.5 is abnormal.
My first test 9-2021 was normal at 1.75 then a March 2022 test showed 3.18 and 5 months later it was 3.19. I pleaded with the Urologist to do one more PSA test maybe Im causing the high numbers because I did not abstain from sex before the last test. The urologist agreed to try this and I abstained from sex and vigorous excersize like bike riding for 5 days. According to various theories these things could effect a PSA result. I took the new test a month later and not only did my theory fail the PSA result was even higher standing at 4.04.
She said I need a biopsy and I tried one last time to get out of it. Cant we just do an MRI?, cant we just look at the prostate to see if it has cancer on it? She said I was free to make my own decision but if it were one of my relatives Id tell them to get the biopsy. 45 is young and your PSA has been rising.
So I got the biopsy yesterday with a 20% chance it will come back as prostate cancer. I had other symptoms I didn't know were significant that I probably should not have ignored. A weaker urine stream and an interrupted stream. Sometimes having to strain really hard via breath holding to force urination.
And so I find myself here looking to the advice of others that are either fighting PC or going through a similar thing. It will take two weeks to get the results. I suffer from Major Depressive Disorder and this has made it all much worse. I don't feel like doing anything anymore. I have no pleasure doing what I use to do, chasing storms as a professional photographer. I was going to launch a podcast new video production and now I don't even know if Ill be here in 10 years. The good news is there is an 80% I don't have cancer but 20% is a significant risk. I don't know what the future holds anymore.
Edited by member 24 Sep 2022 at 18:30
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