Hi everybody
Sorry I write here and bother with my problem, I do not know what to do, I can not sleep and I am shaking all over my body. I am now, since yesterday 100% that I have aggressive prostate cancer...
My story goes like this: I am 54 years old. Approximately 6 weeks ago I had a severe bladder infection with high grade fever for 3 days and burning when urinating. I had many urinary infects, one last year, many 20 years ago, but I never had systemic disease for 3 days, only burning, even severe one. I had burning, itching also when I passed stool and the stool went by my prostate. It was better, but 20% of the symptoms remain. I got another culture for bacteria and Pseudomonas was found, which is drug resistant one. I was given cipro and I still had 5% of the symptoms, namely too frequent urination and slight stinging in my penis. I also got balanitis from cipro, but I got rid of it.
That is how it went last month and half. As I gave PSA in december 2021 (0.67, like in december 2019), I gave PSA again 10 days ago. It was 1.335 and I was in shock as soon as I googled it... This is way off, but I somehow managed to put it off on the UTI, as 10 days ago I still had some leukocytes in urine and uricult was still positive.
Now yesterday I gave PSA again and it is 1.365, that is 0.03 more in mere 10 days. I do have cancerphobia from the past, but there was never such a strong indication this must be aggressive prostate cancer. Now my UTI is cleared and the PSA should go down if it was from UTI, but it has gone up in so short time.
I do not think it can be BPH as this would not double in 17 months to produce 100% more PSA. It can not be psostatistis, as I do not have any symptoms (last few days I am 100% free of symptoms of UTI), so the only thing that rises PSA so quick is aggressive cancer, which goes with my (young for PC) age. On top of this my dad had prostate cancer at age 70. He did have slow one, he dies from heart at age 87 with PC not because of it.
I am now reading that the only option of PC is total removal, that causes urinary problems and sex life is mostly gone, at least what healthy one considers sex life.
I am totaly devastated now, I made myself appointment to urologist, but I don't think it can be anything else. I will do stomach ultrasound, I don't know if that helps, but it will measure my prostate again, 17 months ago it was 20 mm3, that makes it small and the PSA rise even more cancer related.
I didn't do free PSA as the lab told me my total PSA is too small for now and the % of free could be inaccurate and I could be worrying for nothing. That obviously didn't help my worry, as now I am only crying, even if I survive my life would be so different...
I know you can not help me, I thank you for listening to me. I will write about my progress for anybody who is is the same shoes some day.
Jerry