Hi BobbW,
As others have said, you may not have cancer at all. You could have Benign Prostatic Hyperplasia (BPH) - simply put, enlarged prostate, which is not cancerous and is treatable. You might also have a urinary tract infection.
As Decho has said, try to distract yourself with enjoyable or productive activities until you see the urologist. You can't so anything until then anyway. If they do find something significant, you still may have the option of Active Surveillance, rather than having to undergo any treatment whatsoever.
Best wishes,
JedSee.