Hi John
This is the most difficult time for sure…when you don’t know what’s what and what’s ahead of you. I can fully understand why it’s messing with your head but you’re not alone. The best thing I can suggest until you get a proper diagnosis is to try and keep yourself busy and be kind to yourself. Give yourself treats, do things that make you happy. And if you can, talk about your feelings with others, find yourself a local support group near you if there is one and go along.
All the best for what’s ahead.🤞🤞
Derek