So, another update. I received my biopsy results last night. I feel sick to my stomach typing this. A good chunk of my cancer is Gleason 9 (4 + 5) w/ Cribriform. I know that's a really bad combination. Also, while my MRI only showed cancer on the right side of the prostate, the biopsy revealed that the left is cancerous as well (details below). Although the left side doesn’t look horrible, the fact that the MRI showed no cancer there and also showed that the surrounding tissues outside the prostate were clear (despite having “gross EPE”) I now feel certain that there must be cancer in the surrounding tissues and possibly lymph nodes as well.
Here's what the biopsy showed:
DIAGNOSIS:
A. Prostate, MRI target #1, biopsy: Adenocarcinoma, Gleason score 4 (60%) + 3 = 7, grade group 3 involving 60% of 3 of 3 cores.
B. Prostate, right mid, biopsy: Adenocarcinoma, Gleason score 4 (80%) + 5 (5%) = 9, grade group 4 involving 75% of 2 of 2 cores. Focal cribriform pattern 4 is present.
C. Prostate, right posterior lateral, biopsy: Adenocarcinoma, Gleason score 4 (60%) + 3 = 7, grade group 3 involving 45% of 2 of 2 cores. Perineural invasion is present.
D. Prostate, right anterior lateral, biopsy: Adenocarcinoma, Gleason score number 3 + 4 (10%) = 7, grade group 2 involving 10% of 2 of 2 cores.
E. Prostate, right anterior mid, biopsy: Benign prostate tissue.
F. Prostate, left posterior mid, biopsy: Adenocarcinoma, Gleason score 3 + 4 (10%) = 7, grade group 2 involving 5% of 1 of 2 cores.
G. Prostate, left posterior lateral, biopsy: Adenocarcinoma, Gleason grade 4 + 4 = 8, grade group 4 involving 5% of 1 of 2 cores.
H. Prostate, left anterior lateral, biopsy: Benign prostate tissue.
I. Prostate, left anterior mid, biopsy: Benign prostate tissue.
If it wasn’t for section “B”, it wouldn’t be so bad. That’s the pill I’m having a really hard time trying to swallow.
My next step is meeting with a surgeon on July 8th The point is probably moot as I doubt I’d be a candidate for surgery but he is a highly respected urological oncologist in our area and is affiliated with a hospital that has a very well respected oncology / radiology team. So hopefully, I’ll at least get pointed in the right direction for treatment of some sort. I also still need to get a PSMA PET scan to see if I’m metastatic or not. Can’t wait.
My wife and I had a good cry last night. I only got about 2 hours sleep. When she woke this morning, she started crying again uncontrollably (which got me started as well). Just a few weeks before I was diagnosed, her mother had passed away following a long battle w/ metastatic breast cancer. Now she has to go through this with me.