Reg.
I was all set for being told I was now a cancer sufferer. The process of getting two positive PSA results, then an MRI that shows two lesions (no one chose to explain the term lesions or in fact explain at all why they had ordered a biopsy. Even when I asked there was no reason other than well you must need one).
The radiologist explained on the day of my biopsy but I was already prepped and in a gown when that was done so felt uninformed up until then.
The biopsy itself was no problem, but waiting for the result was. And when it came I did feel huge relief, but also confusion as to how my scores could be pointing towards cancer and then turn out to be a false alarm.
Like I mentioned in one of my own posts, I did feel like I'd wasted their valuable time by presenting with symptoms and then not having the courtesy to be ill. But again my emotions are all over the place.
This is why the NHS don't want to start routine PSA testing, they simply cannot deal with all the fallout that it creates. And many clinicians are seeking to relable the initial stages of prostate cancer as not a cancer at all and merely a disease. Maybe that is a good way to proceed as when I got my letter that had the headline URGENT CANCER REFERRAL I was in bits to say the least.
Good luck on your progress, what you are feeling is entirely natural and as long as you can manage it with your wife, you will be fine.
Take care. Mick