Hi Scrabble,
I can't resist posts about HT. From reading other folk's experiences it does seem that it very much varies from person to person - so yes, do you feel lucky?
I've been on Prostap for over 18 months, in fact my next jab will take me pretty much to 2 years. To start with it all seems relatively harmless, you think so what's all the fuss - about having the occasional mild hot sweat. But in my experience ALL the often mentioned side effects gradually crept up on me and continue to get worse. My body is being wrecked! For me it has become an absolute nightmare, a real challenge making the impacts I experienced from having Chemo, Brachy and EBRT all seem like a walk in the park in comparison.
It's interesting to note that signed consent is required to be treated by Chemo, Brachy, EBRT, Surgery etc but yet HT is given out without an apparent blink of the eye.
On the hot sweats, I get them every 2 hours and at night each one wakes me up, then having woken up I then get up to go for a pee and head mop, and then get back into bed with duvet off, then duvet back on after 15 mins and 30 mins or so to get back to sleep. A never ending cycle, which leaves me absolutely knackered.
I've got brain fog. I've put 15kgs on and can't blame the belly on beer! I've also lost strength, and I find it impossible to build up any strength or stamina, i.e. normally if you walk up a 1000ft hill every day then after a few days you should find it easier and get to the top quicker etc but you don't on Prostap. And I can't face going out on my mountain bike anymore - that's another favourite past time that has taken a hit!
The worst impact now though for me is increasing pain in my feet. It started with pain on the soles of my feet. It is worse when I get up after sitting down for a while and often causes me to have to shuffle around much to my family's amusement. This impact concerns me more than the others because walking is what I do, I go for long walks and climb up mountains. I went up Ingleboro yesterday, the first proper walk that I'd done in a while and I am alarmed at how knackering it was and how much my feet hurt when I got back.
And not to mention, the sexual side effects, with my bits shrivelling up. - chemical castration 😱.
Nightmare! It will be a day of celebration, the day when they find a better alternative to this torturous treatment. Anyway, I want to stop it and I've started a conversation with the consultant to see if they will agree to me stopping early. Here's hoping.
Apologies for depressing you with all this.
Hopefully you will be fine 😬
All the best
Spongebob