I wanted to wait until I got the results of my latest testosterone test before replying to this post, but I can empathise with everyone of you who has had a tough time on ADT. For the minority(from what my experience is) who don’t suffer debilitating side effects whilst on ADT, I am pleased for you but I wish I understood why some men seem to get off really lightly and others (including myself) have their QOL seriously impacted by ADT.
What I can’t understand is why it’s regarded as normal to be on ADT for 3 years, and if you are not proactive in your treatment, you will be left to suffer…and suffer…and suffer for 3 years. I suffered for 2 years to the point where it was seriously affecting my mobility, but when I questioned whether I could stop early, my Onco was happy for me to stop. if I had stayed on it for another year, I reckon I could have been in a wheelchair.
So, why is this not reviewed very 3 months? I have no idea 🤷🏼♂️ I was lucky in that my CNS was caring and when I questioned whether I needed to stay on it for any longer, she chased the Onco for an answer, but I wonder how many men are just left to rot away.
Don’t get me wrong, I am eternally grateful to the NHS and what they have done in hopefully curing my PCa, and also what Prostap has done in helping me achieve this…but I felt abandoned whilst on Prostap with little support. It’s almost as though you just have to suck it up as it’s part of your treatment because it’s ‘helping’ you. I tried everything, I was active, I went to the gym, walked, cycled, took supplements, had acupuncture, went swimming, ate reasonably healthily. I really don’t know how I would have got through this without sertraline and the support from Maggies.
I was reflecting with my wife on the flight home from Fuerteventura about the instant effect it had on my mental health when I started ADT. I suffered dreadful anxiety, part of which was anhedonia. I distinctly remember the turning point for me was when I went with my grandsons to Arran for the day…it should have been such a joyous experience but was one of the worst days of my life, I just felt SO miserable…and trying to put on an act for my grandsons was just so, so hard. That was the turning point at which I spoke to my GP and was prescribed sertraline.
My point to all this is? please men if you’re suffering, don’t stay on ADT any longer than absolutely necessary, be proactive in your treatment and find out if you can stop early if things are going to plan. Why go on injecting yourself with this drug when all it’s doing is destroying your body.
I have no idea what longterm damage it’s done to me, but my hips are still giving me problems and I’m not sure whether I will ever be able to ski again….this was a my goal. I DO know that I started to feel better very soon after Independence Day and there’s been a gradual improvement ever since.
I wish everyone on ADT all the best and hope your recovery goes well!