Thank you for your supportive words Adrian.
I hope I'm mentally prepared for positive PC diagnosis, but until I get the results I can't imagine how it might feel.
The wait for the results does give time to contemplate the outcomes, but it also allows time to catastrophising.
On leave now until Tuesday and planned enough to keep me busy. Keeping my mind on work has been a good distraction, but at times my concentration has flagged badly. I'm lucky to work at home, as does my wife, and between her support and the dogs, I'm sure I'm better off than I would have been in the office.
I do jump every time my phone rings or I get a message notification.
I was aware of my increased PC risk and regret a little not pressing for six monthly tests back in 2022 when I was previously tested. I think the limitations of the test put me off and other than peeing so much, I didn't feel I had any symptoms.
Ironically, I started a health kick before the PSA and have lost 15kg since the end of May, eating clean and going back to the gym and intermittent fasting. Trying to get back to wear I was 10 years ago and perhaps much improved fitness might be helpful if I need treatment.
Whilst my brother's prostate removal was successful, he was so unfit and unhealthy the general anesthetic nearly did for him and it was touch and go for a while.