Si
we have aleady chatted so you know my view is that this is your Cancer and your decisions should be respected. I understand exactly what you are saying ... technically you will get a level of PSA even if your cancer isnt terribly active, you still have a prostate and other men of your age would often have a higher reading than you and be considered ok. Your ALP is really low so that should indicate that bone mets are not very active if at all.
Your next scans will hopefully reassure you that although your PSA is rising your playing Russian roulette but with more chambers empty than loaded.
The medics will see that the rate has trebled in a month and if that happens again and again then the figures will begin to look more scary.
If you feel good, have had no more erratic heartbeats and are confident in your decisions then who can argue with you?
I'm certain Jamie will be a whole new ball game though. Im surprised he hasn't asked you to sign a non compliance order!
I suppose the proof of the pudding will be how rapidly your PSA decreases when you do restart HT. I still think you have some alien gene that is looking after you (Fosters lager gene maybe?)
Might see you and the girls in just over a week's time
xxxxx
Mo