Hi bullseye60,
try to focus on the positive, that your PSA is lower than it was.
You are seeing your doctor and nothing can be done until then, so please try to enjoy your weekend.
And I do know what you are going through. My next PSA is in April. In readiness for any bad news I have already planned for my 5 years, and I am 2 in to them. Not morbid, just preparedly pragmatic. I am sure you will have a lot more than I am counting on.
ATB
Dave