Hi Gordon
Sorry to hear of your trials and tribulations. Funnily enough I was chatting about this aspect yesterday with my husband. He was diagnosed with PSA 25, Gleason 10, spread to lymph and bones three and a half years ago. We thought it was game over, but hey it wasn't. He is still here and still ok. However, the constant testing and results anxiety has been difficult to live with and this makes absolutely no difference really whether you have a full on cancer or just a suspicion. I think the only thing you can do is have the tests, hopefully they are to eliminate possibilities rather than confirm, and try to get on with your life in between. In truth, once you have any such issues in your life, then your life is never really the same again. Sad to say but true.
One of our key contributors to this site (Topgun) has a tag line that says "Life is for living" and he is so right.
Please let us know how you get on.
Best wishes
Allison