Thank you so much for writing . I am so sorry to read about Allan , too many good men are taken by this disease and more so the wreckage left behind for their families .
i am not so much in the support group loop nowadays as I kind of have survivors guilt when so many are not as lucky as me to have so many extra years .
i ran the Brighton marathon last week, have the London in 2 weeks , both 10 years since I ran them on weeks 13 and 15 of chemo , I never thought I would be alive now let alone still running so will keep on fundraising and spreading awareness as I feel that’s the least I can do for the memory of those no longer here and those who may be here in years to come . My book “Dead Man Running” still has people touched in any way by prostate cancer contacting me as it reminds them to live their best life every day .
i hope that you too can find enjoyment amongst your sad loss , thanks agin for writing .