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Posted 25 Mar 2016 at 20:53

Here we are having lost another brother we have smiled laughed and cried along each journey
We have hoped against hope held each others hand and given support above and beyond
Tears in my eyes whilst I try to find the words to help but knowing that any words can not take away the pain
Our hearts they ache for all that leave us and are strong for the new ones that join us
Regards
Nidge

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'pooh how do you spell love'
'piglet you dont spell love -you just feel it'

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Posted 25 Mar 2016 at 21:46

I am so sorry to read of your loss. I pray that you and family are given strength at this difficult time.

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Posted 26 Mar 2016 at 09:34

Thinking of you and your family and sending some hugs your way x

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Posted 27 Mar 2016 at 03:51

I have been overwhelmed by the messages I have received from you all, longer term members and new members alike. Thank you! I did smile at the 'hey up duck' from Nidge!

We are now awaiting the end of a long Bank Holiday weekend before we can move forward with arrangements but have filled the time with poring through photo albums and David's very extensive I-tunes lists. Lots of visitors, flowers (no vases left now), tears and laughter.

So far David's niece has introduced us to her best friend who is an independent celebrant and sounds perfect for David who was not a churchgoer. And we have pinpointed Rick Wakeman's Bowie tribute of Life on Mars which we both really liked when we heard it on the radio on the way back from hospital one day. Little steps...

Must find a shop that's open tomorrow for more tissues

Rosy

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Posted 27 Mar 2016 at 20:02

Oh Rosy!

I have not checked here for a while, and came straight to see how David was, to be met with this news. You must be so very devastated but so very relieved too.

I shall be thinking of you, and hoping your family and friends are providing you with the strength you need to get through.

I almost feel like I know you.
Sending lots of love
Louise x

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Posted 27 Mar 2016 at 23:34

Rosy I've been following your posts and I am so sorry. My Dad passed of this disease 25 days ago, the sadness is all consuming. We are taking just one day at a time - it's all we can do. I hope you find the strength you need.
With love
Sue
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Posted 28 Mar 2016 at 12:18

My condolences to you too Sue. What an awful disease this is.

As you say it is just one day at a time...

Much love

Rosy x

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Posted 28 Mar 2016 at 20:34

Dear Rosy,

We were very sorry to hear that David has passed away. May he rest in peace, and may you too, in time, find some peace and comfort.

With all our love xx

'Sorrow looks back, worry looks around, but faith looks up'

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Posted 28 Mar 2016 at 22:39

I read somewhere that your brain knows how much pain you can take when grieving and that when we feel numb that's our brain wrapping emotions in 'bubble wrap' until we can deal with how we feel. Don't know if it helps, but it sort of gave me some comfort and that's why we are just taking a day at a time for now.
Love Sue X

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Posted 09 Apr 2016 at 01:16

A handy hint for anyone who loses a loved one. If they are the policy holder on the car insurance and you are a named driver, you are not covered if they die! I've been given so many information packs for the bereaved - even the bank is telling me how to deal with my feelings - but no-one told me I was driving uninsured for nearly 2 weeks!

It is now sorted but thank goodness I didn't have an accident in the meantime. Otherwise I feel like I am in limbo at the moment. Not feeling like I thought I would - I guess I'm still in disbelief. All the time David's rucksack is sitting on the chair in the kitchen, I can believe that he is still here. No-one is allowed to move it! The funeral is not until the 18th. I was very touched by my daughter insisting on being a pall bearer. All the arrangements are pretty much in place so we are considering a couple of days away by the sea next week to recharge the batteries and be ready for the 18th.

My main feeling at the moment is just that I am so so tired.

Rosy

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Posted 09 Apr 2016 at 02:41

Sending hugs your way x

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Posted 09 Apr 2016 at 07:21

Rosy,

Just to let you know that I have been thinking of you and your family at this time. I hope that you can feel refreshed and less tired after your break away before the 18th.
Thanks also for the info re insurance.

Wishing you well,

John

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Posted 09 Apr 2016 at 07:49

Hi Rosy, that information was probably one of the most important - and to be honest I wouldn't have thought about it - its the practical things that really do matter as well. How touching that your daughter is doing that at the funeral. Lovely idea to pop down to the coast for a bit of a break, goodness knows you deserve that. Will be thinking of you on the 18th and I am sure that everything will go off really well. In the meantime, take care xx

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Posted 09 Apr 2016 at 08:13

Rosy,

If there is anything that I can do to help you with the practicalities of sorting out David's estate you only need to ask. I'm a pretty logical person and it might be that there are things that are stumping you that I could help you resolve via a phone call or two. For instance, I've been looking into all the practicalities of obtaining probate recently. I'm not an expert but I understand a hell of a lot more now than I did a few weeks ago.

If you think I can help I will PM you my telephone number.

David

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Posted 09 Apr 2016 at 09:05

Rosy

A lovely idea of your daughter to be a pall bearer. Do all the things you want to do too say goodbye in your own way. Don't think you need to stay strong for others and keep emotions under control,just let them go,it might sound strange but make sure you grieve for David.

Your story has touched the hearts of so many of us on here.

Look after yourself.

Thanks Chris

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Posted 09 Apr 2016 at 10:18

People are so kind and caring here, my thoughts and and virtual hugs to you and your family.leila x

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Posted 09 Apr 2016 at 12:06

Big hugs to you from me too Rosy, a short break to prepare for the road ahead sounds like a good idea to me. I have been thinking of you and know you will get through this as your strength through this has been amazing. You must feel battered and bruised, no wonder you are tired.

Love
Allison (real name just for you) xxx

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Posted 09 Apr 2016 at 18:29

Hi rosy
So much to think about and do during a high time of emotion. Am sure it's only natural to make an odd mistake along the way. No harm done!
Make the most of your short break. Hope all goes well on the 18th.
Lesley xx

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Posted 10 Apr 2016 at 22:27

Thinking of you Rosy x

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Posted 16 Apr 2016 at 19:48

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Thanks Chris

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