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Posted 23 Sep 2014 at 19:16

Great news Si, your progress remains awe inspiring. Not sure about the long term plan it has a logic to it but is it clinical sound? I am no expert but we have chatted about this before. I suppose my preference is to stay with what is working but I admire your guts and the fact you can access enzo gets over some of the problems others have experienced, so why not go for it now. It's good and glad to see you posting here again with some good news!

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User
Posted 23 Sep 2014 at 19:49

Hello again Si,

I like your thinking! You're in full control of your strategy.

Listen to your body, It let's you know when to change treatment, I'm sure of that.
Your results really are stunning, and this is a big turn around from the first time we met in London.

Speaking of which, looking forward to seeing you and Vanessa again in December.


All the best,


George

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User
Posted 23 Sep 2014 at 20:05

Great news!  Keep up the fight!

User
Posted 23 Sep 2014 at 22:39

That's the attitude Si http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-cool.gif

 

See you and Vanessa in December at the Flyer http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-cool.gif

Nil desperandum

Allister

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Posted 24 Sep 2014 at 00:57

Si, whatever you do, you are blazing a trail for those who will tread this path after. And having seen the photos of you on FB finishing the triathlon this weekend for charity, you are looking mighty great my friend. Congratulations xxx

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

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Posted 24 Sep 2014 at 08:00

Well after a pretty crap night i wake to see the forum just like the old days http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-laughing.gif

But Lyn you have made Ness day she left for work with tears running down her face, me doing a triathe tri athe that running thing she said you cant walk to Tesco three times in a day.

Oh well i have a smile on my face, Carlos please don't ring me to do a marathon with you Lyn has overdosed on the tea.

Luv Ya

Si xx

 

Don't deny the diagnosis; try to defy the verdict
User
Posted 24 Sep 2014 at 08:58

But the photos look good and who wouldn't be impressed at the idea of our very own Si holding hands with the Brownlees?

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 24 Sep 2014 at 09:58

now i am confused, where are these pictures.

xx

 

Don't deny the diagnosis; try to defy the verdict
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Posted 24 Sep 2014 at 12:42

Hi Paul, just spotted your question "why not go for it now ?"

The main reason being Christmas approaching and everything i do is based around my three lovely girls. not knowing how these two drugs will react together means i will not risk ruining Christmas.

i have already had approval from BUPA for both of the drugs together, so full steam ahead for January.

If it all goes horribly wrong i think Jamie will be at the Mill again this year so you can ask him why http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-innocent.gif

Also working on him to come on the forum once a month for an hour for a Q&A not sure how it would work but once he agrees then i will ask PCAUK if we can do it

See you soon mate

Si

 

 

Don't deny the diagnosis; try to defy the verdict
User
Posted 24 Sep 2014 at 14:47

Si,
That last bit is an excellent idea.

Keep up the good work, it's working for you.

Chris.

PS, see you at Euston again

User
Posted 24 Sep 2014 at 17:50

Great idea SI re Q&A. That's what the group chat should be about! Let,s use the technology!

User
Posted 24 Sep 2014 at 20:02

Paul I think that is a bit cheeky saying Si is clinically unsound, mad as a March hare yes, oops sorry that wasn't what you said.http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-surprised.gif

I am going to have to check out these pics on FB, or is Lyn doing a wind up.

See you in the chat room Guys.http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-surprised.gif

BFN

Julie X

NEVER LAUGH AT A LIVE DRAGON
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Posted 26 Sep 2014 at 13:10

About 6 weeks ago we put a posting on Facebook of my scans that are on this thread encouraging people to have a PSA test.

Well last night Vanessa received a message from a medical secretary for the oncologists at a specialist cancer hospital in oxford asking if they could use these for awareness, no problem said i but below is part of her email;

 

"I have found those scans fascinating! I work at the Churchill hospital in Oxford which is a specialist cancer and haematology hospital. I'm a medical secretary working with a team of oncologists in Breast cancer and often see progression of the disease spread into the bones but have never seen scan images like this!"

No sh*t Sherlock, really made me feel great http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-cry.gif

Don't deny the diagnosis; try to defy the verdict
User
Posted 26 Sep 2014 at 13:38
Si, when you become rich and famous will you still be my friend??

xx

Mo

User
Posted 26 Sep 2014 at 14:42

WOW Si, so you are going to be famous and just for getting your kit off.http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-wink.gif You need to get those bones insured.http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-wink.gif

BFN

Julie X

NEVER LAUGH AT A LIVE DRAGON
User
Posted 26 Sep 2014 at 16:03

You see Si?

 

Every cloud has a silver lining.

 

The whole nation could soon be aware of your 'amazingness'.http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-surprised.gif

 

We can't keep it to ourselves anymore.http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-surprised.gif

 

What a great story mate.

 

George

User
Posted 09 Oct 2014 at 12:14

Good afternoon Si! Just checking in to see how you're doing and as usual delighted to hear your amazingness is continuing! So pleased things are going well, those are fab results. You and Jamie are certainly a winning team. Great that you can have both treatments too. Wishing you, Ness and the girls a wonderful Xmas. xxx

User
Posted 02 Nov 2014 at 08:15

Time for a quick update,

Bloods are all still good ALP 39, PSA <0.01, Testosterone <0.01.

Bone scan last week was a bit strange, no Dr O'Connor present but he will be reporting on it, instead i had Dr mute and Dr stonewall.

Everything went as normal full scan then a good look round the pelvis as this is the most diseased area, about to go and called back for another scan. Any comments from the doctors as to why, oh no.

Finished that scan and called back to go through again and then a CT scan, still no comment from the doctors there, where is Dr O'Connor when you need him.

Anyway call from Jamie on Friday a very small progression in the pelvis and another area that three doctors could not identify, so there is something, but they don't know what, great.

My guess is it might be my libido trying to find its way back http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-laughing.gif

CT / PET scan in a couple of weeks so i can have a chat and maybe a look at it.

But stay on Abbi till then.

Si  

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Don't deny the diagnosis; try to defy the verdict
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Posted 02 Nov 2014 at 08:30

Hi Si

Bloods still indicating in the main that things are still good. Who was the third Doctor? Dr Noidea

Jamie is on the ball so will clarify everything. The old meds are still working mate

I reckon them docs saw your PSA and bone scans and had a discussion along the lines of "I thought this guy had advanced PCA. ...yep he definitely walked in.....is it us or has someone give us the wrong file.....get him back in for another scan, we best find something or were for the high jump"

Lol....see you soon mate

Bri

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User
Posted 02 Nov 2014 at 09:06
Bri, you said something very similar to me when I had a chat with Si about this on the day.

Si The blood results are brilliant and small progression in one area is better than can normally be expected for a Man with the number and extent of mets you had at diagnosis almost 2 years ago ....I just realised it really is almost 2 years, that does it when we meet at the flyer it must be cancerversary drinks!!

As for the unidentified thing well we could start a whole new conversation on what it might be I think

they have discovered the implant the aliens put in to turn you into Si Superman when they briefly abducted you in January 2013.

see you all soon

xxx

Mandy Mo

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Posted 02 Nov 2014 at 09:59

This small area the docs couldn't identify; could it have been your brain? My mum used to say that most men's brains are in their trousers but I don't think it has ever been proven until now!

I know you went out dementing for Halloween .... perhaps it was someone's soul they could see?

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 02 Nov 2014 at 12:07

You're doing fantastic Si.

As Mo says, look back at the way things were, and here you are now, 'Superman Si'.

It's obvious you had Dr Mute and Dr Stonewall flabbergasted.Too much for them to take in mate.

And Lyn, your trousers comment was wickedly funny. I spluttered tea over my keyboard!


Stay well Si,


See you in London,


George

User
Posted 02 Nov 2014 at 19:24
Well Si,

The bloods are telling a good story and that's somethign we are all grateful for. Think of you and Neas often and hope this is what Lyn suggests .....lol

Any chance of talking to Jamie beforehand?

Lots of love

Allison

User
Posted 03 Nov 2014 at 19:27

Si,

You keep going sunshine. Keep at it. You are a real inspiration/wussy. :-)

When might we meet for you to drink me under the table again? Is anything palnned?

dave

User
Posted 03 Nov 2014 at 21:57

Hi Si,

Really good news on the bloods I am sure when Jamie gets back he will make sense of the scans. There is nothing worse than DRs that don't give you answers.

Do you think you may have accidently swallowed your cape.http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-surprised.gif

BFN

Julie X

NEVER LAUGH AT A LIVE DRAGON
User
Posted 03 Nov 2014 at 23:33

Brilliant Julie x

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard

User
Posted 04 Nov 2014 at 07:34

Si, stay optimistic mate. I am sure you are still doing well and your scores look pretty good. Thinking of you as I settle down for another night in New Zealand.

User
Posted 04 Nov 2014 at 07:38

Hi Si and Ness

Im not sure what to say really, So this is just to say thinking of you all and hope to see you soon xxxx

User
Posted 04 Nov 2014 at 09:07
Ha Ha Julie either that or he pulled something flying supersonic (again) I did tell him to play nice with the witches on the broomsticks at Halloween but he just has to strut his stuff ...supermen what can you tell them...?

Dave I think plans are being put together for a meet either just before Christmas or very soon after it will let you know, Paul is gadding about somehwere lush (working in New Zealand) until mid December I think.

xx

Mo

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Posted 05 Nov 2014 at 21:47

Hi Si

You kindly responded to my first post 2 days ago privately but as a new member apparently I am not allowed to respond that way until I have bored everyone a few times with my woes on open forum!

I have just spent an hour reading your full story, there is hope for everyone.

Clearly with my results (MRI/Biopsy/Bone scan) all to be presented to me tomorrow I have no idea what they will actually mean  but with my initial PSA at 342 and me seeing my bone scan light up like 5th Nov sky over all my hips and pelvis as the scanner went over me my dodgy self diagnosis says it wont be a watchful waiting outcome!

The message I got from your story (apart from how you have just got on with it) is what a difference each consultant can mean. I am lucky enough to have private healthcare and whilst I have been NHS to date at Epsom (although perhaps I should have asked for the Marsden as it is only 5 miles away, they are supposed to be the best around London?) and I have no idea at this stage how I work out if I have a good one or not nor if I go private I will get anything better. Any idea how I work that out or is it learning by experience? I waited a couple of weeks for scans, another week for my meeting tomorrow, is that what happens? You seem to have had so many calls from the hospital to come in and more scans? When I suggested I should have a full MRI or CT scan the consultant who first saw me said the bone scan would show it all plus a MRI over the pelvic area but what if a higher organ has a secondary, do I need to start to fight when I don't yet know enough about what battles I should be fighting as until now I have been  live and let live kind of person?

Sorry for such a load of jumbled questions but I guess that's where I am now jumbled and scared.

Kev

Dream like you have forever, live like you only have today Avatar is me doing the 600 mile Camino de Santiago May 2019

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Posted 14 Nov 2014 at 21:07

Hi All,

Bloods today ALP 35 (lowest ever) PSA <0.01 Testosterone <0.01

CT PET scan Monday to try and identify the UFO that the bone scan picked up two weeks ago, it is being reported on straight away then i will see Jamie (onco)

Ness thinks it is a malteser i had and it missed my stomach and is just floating around, we shall see monday

Si    

Don't deny the diagnosis; try to defy the verdict
User
Posted 14 Nov 2014 at 21:24
Amazing blood results Si. Glad the CT scan is being done quickly. Glad you will be seeing Jamie ASAP too. What a guy he is.

I love maltesers.

Love to you and Ness

Allison xxx

User
Posted 15 Nov 2014 at 11:47
Morning Si Superman

if your ALP goes much lower I will start to question if you are actually a human life form? as for the malteser I am worried that I may have been responsible as I do tend to bring maltesers with me when I visit?

Hope all goes really well on Monday ideally the malteser has melted and if not I just pray it is something of little or no significance. I will be very interested to hear what Jamie has to say if it does turn out to be a new minimet, especially with blood results like that, how can that happen?

lots of hugs I will be thinking of you all day Monday (well more than usual anyway)

Love to Ness and the Girls

xxx

Mandy Mo

User
Posted 15 Nov 2014 at 20:38

Si Superman,

Call me stubborn, call me bonkers call me anything you like but I am refusing to believe with blood results like those that there is anything untoward on your scan. I am holding that thought until you tell me any different.

I will be thinking of you all day on Mon. From our Gang to your Gang X

BFN

Julie X

NEVER LAUGH AT A LIVE DRAGON
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Posted 15 Nov 2014 at 21:04

Thank you Si and your staunch Lady; you have given detailed factual hope, I read the lot and I am in total awe.
I cried a bit, but also laughed, again, thank you.

I recall reading somewhere that the sooner you get to a centre of excellence, the better your chances, so to Irun I note that I started at Epsom after the GP, referred to Royal Marsden (Sutton) and never looked back. Went straight onto 'Stampede' and the current genetic survey - I figured I may as well be some use whatever happens.

For Super-Si I was interested (and appalled) at your first bone scans, but on the funny side the adverts that appeared on the screen underneath offered them for purchase, as mounted holiday postcards and Christmas cards! That's taking black humour just a tad far! 8~)

Can't thank you enough for such a positive story, well told.

Kindest regards to all on here, specially the families, b0b

User
Posted 15 Nov 2014 at 21:07

I am sure Jamie will be able to explain all Si.....the blood test results remain to be so positive, they reflect yours and Ness's outlook

Speak soon
Bri

User
Posted 15 Nov 2014 at 21:44

I am struggling to get wifi at the moment in NZ so thought I must post before it goes again. This is great news and you continue your amazing path of resistance. Long may it continue.

My dad had problems with his left ear for many years, convinced that a piece of bacon had lodged there. When he was eventually operated there was no bacon sadly though sausage, eggs and chips instead! Hope the Malteser is nothing mate as you have the Newark Group christmas bash to organise with Mo.

PS I lied about the eggs and chips!

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Posted 16 Nov 2014 at 10:02

Thanks guys for your reply's, the problem i have is the blood results i get really mean nothing.

PSA hit a high of 4.6 so will not get anything from this.

But the one i do not understand after researching numerous sites is ALP, Jan 13 mets everywhere and a pelvis about to break but when i got all of my blood results prior to diagnosis when i was being treated for just an "infection" my ALP was;

August 12, 47

September 12, 56

October 12, 52

So a cancer that gives of very little PSA and can go to most of my bones and my ALP stays normal.

Answers on a postcard please.

Si x

Don't deny the diagnosis; try to defy the verdict
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Posted 16 Nov 2014 at 21:16

Well it's fairly simple really, some of us mere mortals are made of flesh and blood and then there are the higher beings with Superman powers that are made of Kryptonite. What other explanation could there be.http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-wink.gif

Thinking of you Ness and the girls for tomorrow. X

BFN

Julie X

NEVER LAUGH AT A LIVE DRAGON
User
Posted 16 Nov 2014 at 21:43
SI

I think Julie has the most sensible answer I can think of.

Seriously, we are thinking of you my friend.

Lots and lots of love to you, Ness and the girls xxx

User
Posted 29 Dec 2014 at 12:06

As it was two years ago that we had the worst Christmas imaginable, going through all of the diagnosis I thought it was time for an update.


I had a bone scan about seven weeks ago that highlighted two new areas of concern one it each pelvis. As all of my bloods and stats where all perfect my onco found it hard to believe so we continued on Abbi. CT scan showed still no soft tissue or lymph node involvement so a full body MRI was booked.
This confirmed what the bone scan showed two new mets in the pelvis and also the possibility of one in my left foot. Had my bloods done again and all  results are still good.


So as Christmas was approaching my cancer and I decided to call of all hostilities for the Christmas period so treatment stopped no Zoladex http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-smile.gif while I discussed Jamie’s plan with the wife.


Bloods early January then five shots of radiotherapy to the pelvis area then at the end of Jan a new bone scan. If the scan is still a bit iffy the plan then was Radium 223 but supply of this drug for new patients in Nottinghamshire is still not available so that leaves us with another trip down the Chemo route but with a one and half hour in an oxygen chamber after each infusion.
So all in all not bad I am still in a much better situation than i was two years ago.
Ness and I are still having lots of discussions as to what way I will precede; gut feeling is to wait for Radium and Enzalutamide together.
Si x

Don't deny the diagnosis; try to defy the verdict
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Posted 29 Dec 2014 at 12:26
Hi there Si Superman

well the decision to defer your zoladex for about a month so that you could have a great Xmas with Ness and the Girls made a lot of sense. I am hoping that you will have this reinstated in January regardless of next steps along with the Denusomab. I think Jamie is aiming to get any new pelvic mets with RT so that they do not grow rapidly as things must have done first time around. Makes a lot of good arguement to go for chemo if radium 223 is still not available as I know you are both keen to use this along with Enzalutamide. Also I know you have strong views about letting the cancer get active and then hitting the hell out of it with everything including the kitchen sink so if these mets are active then go for it. Your Onco seems to have got a really good vision of your particular cancer and how it is behaving. Thinking back to June 2013 when I first had any nvolvement on this forum you have done so very well among the group of Men in the incureable/advanced with mets group. Reallly does give encouragement to others getting onto the forum now. Medical treatment of advanced Pca is moving so quickly and Jamie is up there on the "cutting edge"

see you next weekend when we must rganise the next Newark bash meantime have a fantastic new Year and thanks for beng there for me right through 2014.

xxx

Mandy mo

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Posted 29 Dec 2014 at 13:42

Congratulations Simon on getting through two years on the roller-coaster (as Allister always calls it) and coming out the other end still doing so well.

In Jamie, I think you have the perfect doctor in your corner. As Mo says, he seems to have a really good insight into your particular cancer and its behaviour.

Good luck on your forthcoming treatment and we hope to see many more uplifting posts from you and Ness.


All the very best,


George and Lynn

User
Posted 29 Dec 2014 at 14:36

Great stuff, Si. So glad to hear your onco sounds really on top of all this, and fingers crossed for an effective treatment plan in the New Year !

 

Best Wishes, Fiona.

User
Posted 29 Dec 2014 at 15:41

Hope you and the family had a great Christmas Si. Look forward to seeing you at the next gathering.

Dave

User
Posted 29 Dec 2014 at 16:01

Well done for sticking to your guns Si...you were adamant that there was not going to be any change in treatment before chrimbo. I'm sure you, Ness and the girls had a great one..

I have to admit I lose track of what treatment options are available or what is best. Having seen what Jamie has done for you so far I'm sure you will be guided by him on your next leg of treatment and as you say you are still in a much better place than when diagnosed

Happy new year to you, Ness and the girls

Bri x

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Posted 29 Dec 2014 at 21:11
I'm pleased you has a good Christmas Si and Ness and delighted that Jamie is such a smart operator and is working in your specific best interests.

I asked Mandy how you were getting on and am glad to see you are your usual positive self, and are kicking the backside out of those new mets.

happy New Year

Lots of love

Allison and John xxx

User
Posted 29 Dec 2014 at 21:44
Hi Si, I have only known u for a month or so online plus the kings x beer but am always so impressed with your ability to fight and your self belief in what to do. You are an inspiration, hope all goes well for you now. Have a great New Year, Kev

Dream like you have forever, live like you only have today Avatar is me doing the 600 mile Camino de Santiago May 2019

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Posted 30 Dec 2014 at 00:14

Just catching up with your news. Sounds like the plan is a good one and once again Jamie is showing much innovation in your treatment path. Hope to see progress in the next few weeks. Be great to catch up with you and Ness. I missed the Newark pre christmas meet when it was cancelled! Keep going mate!

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Posted 06 Jan 2015 at 17:15

So bloods today all good, PSA <0.01 Testosterone <0.01 ALP 41

So i will nicely refuse the Zoladex again when i meet Jamie Thursday and also the planned radiotherapy and wait for the next bone scan to draw up the next plan .

Feeling good at the moment so everything can wait http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-tongue-out.gif

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