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User
Posted 21 Aug 2014 at 17:14

George, Barry would have probably done a better job as a urologist than a lot of the ones we've come across. What a great story !!!

 

Fiona.

User
Posted 21 Aug 2014 at 19:28

Sad news indeed that Barry has left us.

My condolences to Karen, James & family. I have no doubts that Barry's spirit will live on within you all.

As will memories with all of us of his humour and determination to enjoy life to the full.

Rest peacefully.

User
Posted 21 Aug 2014 at 20:51
Written by James (number 1 son). Dad left me this note to type on his behalf. George can you post a copy of this on the other website?

Hi all

When you read this I will no longer be on this wonderful land of ours. Do not mourn me, miss me perhaps, but do not mourn. I have lived a fantastic life well beyond anything I could have dreamed of. Seen the world, have had the best friends including so many on this site. Most of all though had such a loving family with Karen being the love of my life closely followed by James, Jacqui, Chris, Lisa, Laura, Jo, Dave, Irene, Graeme,Lisa and my faithful Poppy.

However the aim of this note is to give newcomers to PCa hope and inspiration. I was diagnosed over 15 years and had RT 15 years ago in July 1989. Follow up treatment HT etc was never offered all those years ago and of course RT wasn't so well defined.

For 14 years I lived a full and active life, playing volley ball, cricket etc. I repeat 14 years I lived life to the very full.

It wasn't until April 2013 that I had some pain but even that didn't hold me back too much.

From Feb 2014 I have had problems and I won't pretend that life since then has been easy. I have however had the best care in my superb local hospice with the support from my dearest Karen.

My final message is:- I lived a full enjoyable life for 14 years since being diagnosed. I never looked back and said "what if" since being diagnosed as terminal on 2nd March and given a very short life span, I fought as much as I could and 5 1/2 months is a longer time than any of us could have expected.

So yes there is hope, be positive, there is so much medication / treatment in the not too distant future.

Most of all

Life is for living - make the most of it

God bless you all

Barry (alias Barrington) retired!

User
Posted 21 Aug 2014 at 21:02
James, thank you so much for posting, and how typical of Barry to write and arrange for you to post such a wonderful and thoughtful message.

Barry has always been such a special friend to so many of us, always thinking of and helping others no matter what he was going through. As we go on day by day we will remember him so often and try to live up to his wonderful example.

You are all in my thoughts, love Janet, xx

User
Posted 21 Aug 2014 at 21:03
Many thanks, James, I have done just that.

What a remarkable note left to us by a remarkable man.

Barry,old friend, we salute you!

George

User
Posted 21 Aug 2014 at 21:04
Hi

Topgun's funeral is 12:15pm 2nd September at Weymouth Crematorium, Quibo Lane, Weymouth DT4 0RR.

Karen has asked for flowers from close family only, but donations would be welcome to either The Joseph Weld Hospice, or South Dorset prostrate cancer support group. Karen will be making a donation to the Joseph Weld Hospice, where TG spent his last weeks. I will provide details of how to do this later.

The funeral will have a military theme, so wear poppies or Help the Heroes insignia would be appropriate.

James (No one son)

User
Posted 21 Aug 2014 at 21:06
Ahhhh Barry, brought tears to my eyes.

God bless you.

xxx

User
Posted 21 Aug 2014 at 23:04
Thank you James, what an inspiration your father's last message was, and thanks for the information for the Crematorium, we hope to be there.

We have 'bought' a Poppy placed at the Tower Of London which we will dedicate to Barrington, R I P.

Chris and Shirley

User
Posted 21 Aug 2014 at 23:57

So sorry to hear this news. I never met Barry but followed his story on here and also saw all the support he gave to others. I am sure he will be sorely missed by everyone.

Deepest condolences to his family. I hope you take some comfort for the special life he led and the high regard he was held in.

Lorraine x

User
Posted 22 Aug 2014 at 08:35
Wonderful touch from Barry and typical of the man. I had intended to go to Barry's funeral but sadly I will be out of the country on that date. I will in fact be in Hong Kong which I know from talking to Barry is one of the places he has great memories of. So at 7.15 pm on the 2nd, (HK is seven hours ahead) I will raise a glass of Tsing Tao to Barry and be with you all in spirit as you celebrate his wonderful, unique and so memorable life.
User
Posted 22 Aug 2014 at 10:34

I will always appreciate TG's responses to my posts, even when he was clearly in pain and knowing he did not have much time left.  I am sure his legacy will live on with many PCa sufferers and his attitude to life is a true inspiration.

 

Paul

Stay Calm And Carry On.
User
Posted 22 Aug 2014 at 10:41
Sorry to read this.

RIP, and thoughts to all family and friends.

Dave

User
Posted 22 Aug 2014 at 12:13
It's is with deep sadness that Kim and I read the news of Barry's passing. Although we knew this was to be soon it still hit us hard.

Barry was one exceptional man and will be sorely missed by so many people; he left an impression on so many lives.

Although he will be missed he will never be forgotten and his words and actions will always be with us. How could they not.

Even at this terribly sad time he has still managed to leave one final very personal message. This alone shows the depth of Barry's caring for others. It made us both feel very humble and brought tears. Bless you Barry.

No doubt Barry will be partying with passed friends now, but also always looking down on his beloved family urging them on that 'life is for living'.

Our thoughts and wishes are with Karen and family and hope some of Barry's amazing fortitude will help them through the difficult times.

With sincere condolences

R.I.P Barry.

Veronica and Kim

User
Posted 22 Aug 2014 at 21:57

Karen,  so sorry to hear that Barry has gone.

Such a sad time even though it was expected, it does not make it easier.

Please take comfort in knowing how much Barry was loved and respected for all he did for the people on this site. 

He was a truly great individual who loved his fellow man.

I am sorry we will not make the funeral as we will be away. 

I do hope we will see you at one of the B2Pca events.

Love and hugs to you and all the family.

 

Keith & Nette

User
Posted 22 Aug 2014 at 23:52

When I first saw TGs last post written by James I couldn't hold back the tears and then I thought " I knew he would have the last word" and that made me smile. It wouldn't surprise me if he has left monthly updates for the next fifteen years.

One thing I do know if there is a PCA forum up there, then he is already typing away.http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-wink.gif

BFN

Julie X

NEVER LAUGH AT A LIVE DRAGON
User
Posted 23 Aug 2014 at 08:39
RIP Topgun.

Another one of my heroes sadly leaves us. Barry had been a great inspiration during my journey.

His memory and legacy will live on in the minds of many of us on this amazing forum.

My sincere condolences to his family.

User
Posted 23 Aug 2014 at 12:22
So sorry to hear Barrys fight is over. Thinking of you all at this sad time.

Max

"You can only play the hand you're dealt"

User
Posted 23 Aug 2014 at 17:50
Julie

That tickled me thanks and you are probably right.

Thanks for all your comments

No 1 son

Edited by member 09 Sep 2014 at 21:52  | Reason: Not specified

User
Posted 23 Aug 2014 at 17:56
All

Please see the just giving link I have set up on behalf of Karen. If you would be kind to make a donation to the hospice in honour of TG it would be appreciated.

No 1 son

https://www.justgiving.com/Barry-topgun-newman

Weldmar Hospicecare Trust is an independent charity working in Dorset. All our services are provided free of charge. 75% of the funds we need is raised locally; the rest is given by the NHS. We are the only agency providing specialist palliative care in north, south and west Dorset.

This funding, made Barry's last few weeks comfortable and we are very grateful of the care and consideration by the nurses, doctors, staff and all the volunteers who supported Barry and Karen to the end.

Barry Newman (1945-2014)

Barry's Army career then spanned 31 years followed with working for a further 22 Years for the Army at Lulworth, finally retiring last year at age 68. As a member of the REME (Royal Electrical and Mechanical Engineers), working as an Armourer (Topgun), attached to the following famous Regiments:-

The Royal Green Jackets

The Kings own Scottish Borderers

22 Special Air Service (the SAS)

The Coldstream Guards

The Queens Royal Irish Hussars

10th Princess Mary’s Own Gurkha Rifles

Diplomatic Close Protection Unit

Highlights including serving in Dhofar Oman with the SAS, Beirut and South America with Close protection, Brunei, Hong Kong, Germany, Northern Ireland, United Kingdom and other countries.

Barry also started the Dorset Prostate cancer support group which he was passionate about in ensuring awareness and understanding of the choice available.

Barry leaves a loving wife Karen, 3 children and 2 grand children.

Donating through JustGiving is simple, fast and totally secure. Your details are safe with JustGiving – they’ll never sell them on or send unwanted emails. Once you donate, they’ll send your money directly to the charity. So it’s the most efficient way to donate – saving time and cutting costs for the charity.

User
Posted 23 Aug 2014 at 22:09

Just spent my evening reading TG's story.  What an amazing man, what an inspiration to others!  Love the message that he left for James to put on after his passing.  Thinking of you all at this difficult time xx

 

Rachel

 

 

User
Posted 24 Aug 2014 at 15:57
John Bolton has been struggling to access the forum and asked me to post this on his behalf:

Karen and family

I have read the many glowing, deserved tributes to a truly couragous

friend. Anyone who had not met him has a graphic, accurate, picture

from the postings of the past few days. I wish I could be with you to

share what I know will be a fitting celebration of Bary's LIFE. I shall

be thinking of you all.

My own tribute, whatever words I might muster, will be inadequate but,

after much contemplation, I owe him an attempt at the vey least.

Barrington Newman's left our ranks - We owe him enormous thanks.

"Life is for Living", his battle cry - Words we came to know him by.

Salute his front-line courage right to the very end

His legacy - our standard. Farewell our dear lved friend.

RIP Top Gun

John Bolton

User
Posted 25 Aug 2014 at 13:04

I was saddened to hear that Barry is no longer with us. I visit the site infrequently these days but since my arrival on the PCa scene in late 2010, Topgun has been at the very forefront of those on this site who give of their knowledge and support so generously; stalwarts all. I met him only fleetingly at Leicester 2011 but Barry's strength of character is reflected in both his Service record and by his contribution here, particularly with his final thoughts to inspire all of us whilst in pain himself and facing his final moments. I can only hope that I face whatever awaits me with a small measure of his courage and fortitude.

My condolences and thoughts go to you, Karen, and your family.

Chris 

 

 

 

Edited by member 25 Aug 2014 at 13:07  | Reason: Not specified

User
Posted 25 Aug 2014 at 21:16
I am deeply saddened to read that Barry has lost his battle.... He always had kind words with wisdom when my graham was first diagnosed and throughout his short battle with this devastating disease ... Rest in peace and love and peace to your family ... Our Top Gun xxx

User
Posted 27 Aug 2014 at 12:05

I have just returned to the forum after a long absence..... I was shocked and gutted that Barry has passed on having seen in in December looking and acting much as usual.

 

He was a "kicker" till the end - and gave everyone hope especially the newly diagnosed - a great guy.

 

RIP Barry

 

Ross

User
Posted 02 Sep 2014 at 09:24
Thinking of you all today Karen,

xxxxx

Mandy Mo

User
Posted 02 Sep 2014 at 12:12

My Thoughts are with you all today.

XXXXXXXXXXXX

BFN

Julie X

NEVER LAUGH AT A LIVE DRAGON
User
Posted 02 Sep 2014 at 14:00
My thoughts are with you all today and the coming months.

Carol

User
Posted 02 Sep 2014 at 19:40
Hi

Many thanks for your kind messages re dad's funeral. It was a great celebration of his life I believe. Many thanks to Janet, Chris & Shirley for making the effort on behalf of the Leicester support group in turning up today I really appreciated that, as did Karen.

Please find below dad's obituary which I read on his behalf. He wriote it about 6 weeks ago, and I went through with him a couple of times. I think I only struggled once:) While I was reading this there was a photo montage to the side which Chris and I pulled together, and included photos of the Leicester meeting.

George can you please copy onto the bollox website please? Can you invite me to that site please or send me a link and I will join.

I think Karen will be coming to Leicester next year and I will bring her of course.

No one son

James

Obituary

Barry, My Dad, has written his own obituary which reads as follows:-

Please do not mourn me as I have lived a life full of joy and happiness, well beyond anything I could ever have dreamed of, or hoped for – it is ok to miss me a bit though!

As an only child to older parents, I was perhaps ‘over-protected’ throughout my childhood, which is probably the reason I tried to join the Army at the tender age of 10! Imagine the surprise my mum and dad had when they opened the door to an imposing figure in full uniform – the local Army recruiting Sergeant who had turned up to interview their son. It would appear that I had ‘accidently’ put a tail on the zero on the age ‘10’, making it look like I was 16. So, I had to wait my time, but stuck to my plan to join up as soon as I could.

After a fantastic summer on Weymouth beach in 1959 working as a Donkey boy (there was a method in my madness because, although I had to shovel up behind the donkeys, I got to chase the girls around!), I joined up as an Army Apprentice on 27th April 1960 at the tender age of 15. Karen has always taken great joy in reminding me that she was actually only one and a half at the time!!

My Army career then spanned 31 years so I must have liked it – actually, that is an understatement, I loved every minute of it. I followed that with working for a further 22 Years for the Army at Lulworth, finally retiring last year at age 68.

I was privileged to have worked with some great people and fantastic regiments throughout my Army career. As a member of the REME (Royal Electrical and Mechanical Engineers), working as an Armourer, I have been attached to the following famous Regiments:-

The Royal Green Jackets

The Kings own Scottish Borderers

22 Special Air Service (the SAS)

The Coldstream Guards

The Queens Royal Irish Hussars

10th Princess Mary’s Own Gurkha Rifles

And the Diplomatic Close Protection Unit

I was also lucky enough to see the world, serving in and visiting the following countries:-

Hong Kong

Brunei

Cyprus

Germany

Canada

Northern Ireland

Uganda

Sudan

Beirut

Libya

Kenya

Mexico

Uruguay

El Salvador

Columbia

Peru

Chile

Guatemala

Brazil

Dhofar in Oman

And I also had a number of postings in the UK (including Salisbury Plain!)

I have had a few adventures along the way :-

In GERMANY - In 1966, as a young soldier in Nienburg, I got into a fight and had to go to hospital next day with breathing problems. It turned out that I had been stabbed through my coat 9 times with a stiletto knife. I then promptly fainted and woke up to the military police by my bed wanting to arrest ME for causing trouble.

On another evening, in Celle, in a night club, a gun fight broke out all around me and week later, the barman was shot dead in the street. At this point, I thought, is it me?

DHOFAR in OMAN saw me gather several stories - including landing on the desert airstrip when I served with the SAS. We were in a Hercules loaded with 81mm Mortar Bombs which was actually being mortared itself by the Russian backed enemy. Pretty scary at the time, to say the least!

There was one occasion, whilst acting as Air Despatch, it was decided that, for their safety, the local people needed to be moved down from the Jebel mountain range. Unfortunately, they would not do this without their goats. So, we loaded over 40 goats into the Sky Van plane we were using and took off. However, no-one explained to the goats they were about to fly and so on take-off, the pilot and I were almost overcome by the fumes as each and every goat ‘let go’ of their bowels at the same time!

On another occasion, as co-pilot of the same Sky Van, we attempted to land on the airstrip at the top of the mountain range. The SAS had just taken this area and we ended up coming in, under enemy fire, at a very steep angle. I sweat buckets of pure terror that day and thought I may never see my family again - they didn’t even know where I was!

In my final week in Dhofar, the following happened. In the previous six months, SAS troopers had dumped various types of grenades on me, as their armourer, to be disposed of so I set about planning their disposal before I handed over. Together with the base camp ‘Wallahs’, we went to a nearby beach and had great fun lobbing grenades into the sea. However, the last one didn’t make it to the sea and, even worse, it did not go off. I had to very gingerly walk out to it, pick it up and throw it out to sea again. It still failed to go ‘Bang’ and just bobbed about in the water! Once again, I very carefully collected it from the sea, climbed a nearby cliff-face and dropped it into the deepest water possible. It STILL didn’t go bang but at least it was out of harm’s way. It is probably now on Portland beach with numerous other unexploded items that turn up from time to time!!

Unfortunately, I have seen lives lost in active service – an SAS soldier I was standing alongside in Dhofar, was shot dead and in Cyprus I saw my armourer Lance Corporal killed by our own Mortar Platoon who got their map co-ordinates wrong. These two deaths, along with others, have always stayed with me.

In Kenya, I was almost wiped out myself by this same Mortar Platoon who mistakenly landed 8 high explosive bombs amongst us during an exercise instead of using smoke to create a smokescreen.

One of my, very best, postings was for the Diplomatic close protection unit, travelling out to the embassies in various countries to service the weapons.

I carried stripped down weapons in diplomatic bags to Sudan, took rifles in rifle packing cases to Beirut (not such a good disguise!) and I even had to take out a full stilton to Columbia!

I was almost shot going through the Syrian Army Green line in search of Terry Waite, who you may remember was kidnapped. As our vehicle crossed the line, a Syrian soldier cocked his gun, pointed it at me but then, last minute, obviously changed his mind and fired it up into the sky.

On another occasion I was test firing a 9mm MP5 sub machine gun in a disused quarry when two ricochets came straight back hitting me in the arm and the middle of my forehead causing a lot of bleeding. It gave the local militia plenty to laugh at and at least we knew the gun worked!

Then, on my last foray into Beirut I had to be ‘choppered’ out with smoke inhalation when the team house was bombed.

My nickname of ‘Barry the Cat’ didn’t just apply to my football skills as I firmly believe I also had 9 lives!

The chance to go to Columbia and 9 other countries in South America in as many days, for the Close Protection Unit, was my best visit and an adventure in itself. I have to admit I secretly loved the danger involved in that particular posting.

I had several visits to Northern Ireland in the troubled years and even had a few ‘undercover’ escapades there although undercover turned out not to be my forte. The time I let my 9mm Browning fall out of my shoulder holster in the middle of Belfast city in view of everyone wasn’t my best undercover moment and neither was driving a supposedly ‘undercover’ car which was bright blue and had 5x 30’’ Browning Machine guns lying in the boot. It wasn’t good when I was stopped at a road block and asked to open said bright blue boot ( I lost another of my cat lives that day!)

So for me, army life was grand. I was awarded a few medals over the years, amongst them The British Empire Medal for my service with the Gurkhas, the Meritorious Service Medal whilst serving with the Diplomatic Close Protection Unit and the Dhofar Medal for service with the SAS. I have to stress that there was nothing Heroic about any of this, more a series of ‘Misadventures’ that I was lucky enough to be recognised for. Nevertheless, I have always served, and worn my medals, with pride and honour.

Now for my life on the home front:-

At age 21, I married a marvellous lady called Jill, mother to my 2 children James and Jacqui. Sadly, after 9 years of marriage we went our separate ways – maybe we married too young or maybe the stresses of the army were too much for both of us (I was away for 30 out of 36 months at one point) but I am proud to say that we produced two children who have grown into wonderful and caring adults who I love and can’t speak highly enough of.

I remember seeing Jacqui in hospital, wired up to machines at the age of 4 months when she had a kidney removed and praying that I did not lose her.

Who would ever have guessed she wouId grow into such a strong and healthy young woman, going on to complete a marathon in record time and raising money for Kidney Charities. I am also glad she has found happiness in her teaching career and with her partner, Lisa who we all love too.

James is at the top of his tree, successful in his work, with his home and also his cars.

He has been my rock lately, always being there to email and share my thoughts with. Together with his lovely wife Jo, they have helped both Karen and I tremendously and I am so proud of both of them.

James was kind enough to give me two fabulous grandchildren, Liz and Will, who have not only been delightful children but who have now grown into two caring, kind and yet fun young people who are an inspiration and great examples of how we would all like to see this next generation turn out. Thank you Liz and Will for playing games with your grandad over the years and letting him win sometimes!!

Now for Chris, my step-son, who I have had the pleasure in bringing up, along with Karen, from the age of 5. I have always regarded Chris as my own son too and he has always made me proud with first, his Navy service and then later, when he changed direction completely to qualify as a physiotherapist. The icing on the cake was when he married Laura 3 years ago and brought her into our family too – someone as competitive as me to ‘spar’ with!

I am so happy knowing that all three of my children have wonderful supportive partners as, indeed, I have always had in Karen.

This leads me on to her, the centre of my life and my one true love.

On a glorious summer day in 1988, I met the girl of my dreams, dressed in a red dress that I can never forget. I was living in the Barracks in Chichester and it was the weekend of the RMP march where Royal Military Police from around the world descend on Chichester to March across the Downs. Karen was out with friends and I acted as her ‘knight in shining armour’ when I told a soldier who was obviously bothering her to go away in no uncertain terms. When he asked who I was, I said ‘her father, now clear off’!!

(Over the years, Karen has had great fun saying in front of everyone ‘Dad can I have my pocket money now!!)

That day, followed by a date arranged by our friend, Sally, was the start of a love affair that has lasted over 26 years. We married on 24th June 1989 and have just celebrated our Silver wedding anniversary.

Karen has supported me through thick and thin including during my infamous Grumpy spells. She has travelled with me, worked alongside me and been my friend. When I was diagnosed with Prostate Cancer in 1999, we changed our lifestyle living life to the full by cruising and seeing as much of the world whilst I was well enough.

We bought our Border Terrier, Poppy, against Karen’s wishes at first but now she loves her more than me at times!!

Karen, I want to thank you for allowing me to be part of your life, for loving me and for caring for me. I have loved you since the day we met and I will always love you throughout eternity.

In the past few years, with Karen by my side, I have been proud of many achievements but two of them stand out in my mind the most.

The first of these was fighting the system and the powers that be to get my Gurkha friend, Krishna reinstated in his job after being unfairly dismissed. After 18 tortuous months, we won his case and he received full reimbursement but just recently, another unfair dismissal case was brought against him and I am happy to say I helped him to win that too. A good and loyal employee, he did not deserve harassment and I was only too glad to be able to help him when he had no-one else to turn to. Krishna and Paru and their family are some of the most loyal friends we have ever known. They welcome us into their lives, homes and families and treat us as family too. I first met Krishna when I was his boss in the army years ago and we have stayed friends for many years along with some of my other Gurkha armourers.

My second achievement was in setting up our local cancer support group in 2010 and running it successfully for the past 4 years with the help of Karen, Jane-Ann and many others who have also become firm friends over the years. We are all proud of the awareness we have raised, the support to men and their families we have given and the free PSA testing we have been able to lay on throughout Dorset.

Lastly, I want to mention some of my other friends and family who have supported Karen and I through the hard times, had fun and laughed with us through the good times and who I know will still be there for Karen in the future.

My mother and father in law - Dave and Rene, my brother and sister in law Graeme and Lisa, my work friends- Penny, Babs and Maggie, my good friend and neighbour Jane-Anne, ALL of the friends I have made from my army days and working life at Lulworth, too many to mention, but including: Jimmy and Lisa, Hammer and Dawn, Robbo and Claire, Elaine and Ross, Shaun and Helen to name but a few (if I haven’t mentioned your name you know you mean no less to me, I just can’t remember everyone’s names now!)

My very closest friends have been Shaun, Kev and Brian, Sally (who I will never be able to thank enough for introducing me to Karen) and Kathy who always stays so strong. I also want to mention and thank my friends from the Prostate Cancer Uk website and the madcap members of a group irreverently named Bollocks to PCa run by my mate George from Tyneside. You have kept me sane, well, maybe not, but you have given me a good laugh and a few interesting debates!! Karen and I were so lucky to see and spend time with some of you just a short time ago in Leicester. Last but not least, lots of thanks to Karen’s friends and family who have been wonderful in supporting her through the bad times lately and who I know will always continue to be there for her when I can’t be.

So finally, to my nearest and dearest – James and Jo, Jacqui and Lisa, Chris and Laura, Liz and Will, Dave and Rene, Graeme and Lisa, and my little Poppy and, of course my one and only very ‘Special K’ (Karen) – goodbye and know how much I love and have loved you all.

I have lived the life, miss me a little but do not mourn and remember the motto I always use to sign off my emails ‘ Life is for living’ – carry on and live all of yours to the full Barry x

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Posted 02 Sep 2014 at 20:57

A life well lived http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-cool.gif

 

Barry was a decent bloke, a bit crazy and good fun. If he were my dad I'd be bloody proud of him, as I'm sure all the kids are.

 

Rest in Peace Barry and don't take the piss out of St Peter http://community.prostatecanceruk.org/editors/tiny_mce/plugins/emoticons/img/smiley-cool.gif

Nil desperandum

Allister

User
Posted 02 Sep 2014 at 21:07
Many thanks for sharing this James...so very fitting and so very typical of your dad to be thinking of others. A truly special person. Rest in peace Barry x
User
Posted 02 Sep 2014 at 21:54
Thank you James

I so enjoyed reading through this wonderful potted history, full of love and achievement. Your dad was quite a man and will be very much missed.

Well done for being able to read this out, it must have been very difficult but also such an honour.

Love to you and Karen.

Allison and yes, Life is definitely for living

User
Posted 02 Sep 2014 at 21:59
Really moving.God Bless you all. Alison
User
Posted 02 Sep 2014 at 22:39

My Goodness, what a guy. Thank you James for sharing that and Thank you TG for being you. The world is now a sadder place and I miss you on here dreadfully.

A wonderful man and a wonderful family.

Sleep tight TG.

BFN

Julie X

NEVER LAUGH AT A LIVE DRAGON
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Posted 03 Sep 2014 at 00:32
Thank you James for sharing, your dad was right to so obviously trust you to deliver his thoughts and represent him so well.

From first meeting Barry I realised he was such a special man, and each meeting since re-Inforced my initial thoughts. Barry influenced so many of us on this forum, and has left us with many special memories and thoughts.

I hope knowing how well thought of he has always been will help you, Karen and all of your family at this difficult and painful time for you all, love Janet

User
Posted 03 Sep 2014 at 03:23
Enough said, brilliant words from a simply loveable and brilliant guy. Rest well Barry!
User
Posted 03 Sep 2014 at 10:04

Top man, what a great life story and a what wonderful family he had. Barry gave me some good advice when I was first diagnosed and joined this website, I'm sorry I didn't get to meet him I person.

 

Steve

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Posted 03 Sep 2014 at 12:17

Thank you James,

 

That wonderful message will be posted on B2PCa in a few minutes.

B2PCa

And yes, you're a member there now.

 

Your dad was a marvellous strategist you know.

He always 'had a plan'!

 

Months ago he posted me most of that message and asked that I read it out at our Leicester 'do' on Sat 21st June - in the event that he wouldn't be around.

 

I told him I probably couldn't do it myself because I'd be 'bubbling my eyes out', and that in any case we would need an interpreter there to translate Geordie into English.

 

I had absolutely no doubt he WOULD be with us at The Mill that day, and by God, he managed it, thanks to all your help.

 

It was good to hear how good his 'send off' was yesterday - and I should hope so too.

He would have expected nothing less. Knowing Barry, I bet there were quite a few chuckles during the ceremony.

 

Once again, farewell to a real HERO and one of the nicest men you could possibly meet.

 

 

George

 

 

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Posted 03 Sep 2014 at 12:55
Thank you so much for sharing this James it shows just how much you are your Father's Son in being able to deliver it with just one wobbly moment. I would have been bawling my eyes out before I even started.

The words light up the fact that Barry could tell stories with such an array of emotions, I was laughing, crying feeling overawed at the diversity and fullness of his too short life then having a little anger that he should also be taken by this horrid disease. He did so much to raise awareness in others, support everyone whenever he could and do some incredibly crazy things that if there truly is an afterlife his will be for living part 2.

big hugs to all of the family

xx

Mandy Mo

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Posted 03 Sep 2014 at 18:56

Thank you, James for posting your tribute to a GREAT MAN in Barry.  How you managed to keep going I do not Know, you certainly put it over so well.  What a wonderful Dad.  We would not have missed coming for the world,  and we were so pleased that Janet too made the effort ( straight from work, what a Lady).  She too does good works.  We will all miss Barry so much, and our hearts go out to Karen and the family. He was still there for others even when he was so near his end on earth.

 

The service was so uplifting and so "Barry" , what more can one say?  A lot of people to see him off in his special "BOX".  I'm sure a lot more people would have liked to have been there.  (We can't all take time out, but being retired, we have plenty of that!)

Our Love and Blessings

Chris and Shirley 

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Posted 03 Sep 2014 at 19:46
I have not been on the forum for a few weeks and was shocked to hear the news .I sat and cried for a man never met but but respected so much .Thank you Barry for the encouragement you gave me. Your strength and resolve gives us all hope ,Your family must be proud of you . You gave it all Rest in peace
John.s
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Posted 03 Sep 2014 at 20:30
What a life - what a man!
Barry
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Posted 03 Sep 2014 at 22:06

Hi

This was a video we showed of dad during the service and at the celebration afterwards. There is no sound as it was playing in the back ground.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V74Q-QXWpvU&app=desktop

 

James

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Posted 03 Sep 2014 at 23:05

Thank you James. It was great to see all the pictures again.

Chris.

Edited by member 04 Sep 2014 at 12:28  | Reason: Not specified

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Posted 08 Sep 2014 at 15:42

James and the Newman family

 You have  honoured our dear friend in a wonderful way. He was, rightly, so proud of you all and you are a lasting tribute to him.

I knew there had to be a movie but didn't expect it so soon!!

(This is the fourth or fifth time I have tried to post a message similar to this in a week and I've been away for the weekend. If it fails this time I will not be back on the site for some time so fingers are well and truely crossed)

 

John B.

 

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Posted 08 Sep 2014 at 15:46

What a great relief to see it went

John B.

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Posted 09 Sep 2014 at 11:16

Glad the funeral went well and love to you all. Fiona.

 

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Posted 11 Sep 2014 at 17:40
God Bless you Barry. You were a brave and inspirational man. We will all miss you here.

Your family sound like wonderful people who will have many joyous memories of you.

I don't come on this site often now as I can't get used to it - I liked the old one . I'm not the "techno king" that you were Barry.

Hearing this news about you has knocked me for six.

Rest in perfect peace

Peter

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Posted 12 Sep 2014 at 06:57
Sad to see that Sir Donald Sinden passed away.

Bbc "He had been suffering from prostate cancer for several years, and died of the disease at his home in Kent."

Goes to show PCa effects everyone

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Posted 12 Sep 2014 at 18:16

Thanks for that James, I was aware that he had died but not that it was pca.

BFN

Julie X

NEVER LAUGH AT A LIVE DRAGON
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Posted 12 Sep 2014 at 21:47

I understand that he as 90 years old and had been suffering for a long time with this dreadful disease. Fantastic that he reached this ripe age though and an inspiration to us all to keep fighting!

 
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