So here we are our 4 year Cancerversary on 1st May (bloody hell) would you believe it . I am totally gobsmacked talk about life is a roller coaster . We have had more lows than highs over this 4 years but we are still here ! Still fighting ! .
Ok I will be honest and probably nearing our destination but heck I thought that 4 years ago and yes we have pretty much used all of out tools in the tool box . Trevor had his last infusion of Raduim 223 on the 2nd May.
So just for the record scores on the doors at last oncology visit .
6/417 - PSA 4087
ALP - 201
The mouth issues due to the osteocrenosis are still ongoing and bone is still growing where the extractions where so healing on the gums has been a major issue , Aunty Bs have been ongoing almost every 3 weeks the bone makes wholes in the gum and causes gaps which causes infections the term Hamster and wheel comes to mind.
The heart issues have seemed to settle so phew for that we are still waiting for the test results 😤
So any way that's the bad news out of the way and who knows the cure for advanced pca might be just around the corner ( never give up hope my friends never give up hope )
I have told this story before but I think it is so important.
HOPE that is what they said to us in the beginning , never give up HOPE !
I am a glass half empty so you can imagine my face when they said 4 years ago ! Sorry it's terminal ! Sorry you can't go on trials ! Sorry you can't have chemo ! But never give up hope ! Seriously I thought ! Is she having a laugh ! I thought oh yea that's the standard comment . Hope it's free on the NHS because there isn't anything else we can offer .
I know most of you guys will understand that feeling of hopelessness as we walked away that day with our prescription of HOPE .
For all newbies that are given a prescription of HOPE ! All I can say is cherish it , roll with it , you never know how far hope can take you. Here we are 4 years on and today he hasn't felt too good but tomorrow who knows , tomorrow just might be the day a cure is found .
BFN
Julie X
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