Hi,
Yes. The big question.
I've been on CC for seven months now and still have these mental meltdowns.
In fact far more over the last month (during my 20 sessions of radiotherapy) than all of last year.
Some of them have been suicidal and even with the milder ones, i simply can not continue life like this.
My onco agrees and has encouraged me to continue through RT but has left the end date up to me.
I've had 2 months of Degarelix, two weeks of bicalutamide and now Prostap. Next one due beginning of May.
I'm asking for other guys opinions and experiences plus any hard statistical data on cancer reoccurrence and longevity.
Please have a look at my blog before giving any armchair medical advice.
Gracias
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My path and prognosis are different to yours as I’m no longer on a curative path , but if you read my profile you’ll see I’ve always put QOL at the forefront and declined quite a few treatments based on this ! Sadly I’m on HT forever now but I get your vibe and yes we all react differently. I hate it too and would rather not be on it but I have no choice. Go with both your gut and Onco advice. They never criticised me for putting my foot down and doing my own thing , and because of that life is still not so bad.
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Hi,
From your blog I can see you would be as capable as me on searching the internet for statistical evidence of HT effectiveness, and if you have found none I suspect I won't. I was on HT (CC if you prefer) for two years I did not have much problem.
As you know from my other posts I rate quality of life fairly high. So as your oncologist agrees you can choose the end date then that is what you should do. In your position I would not have the May injection. The RT kills the cancer over the lifetime of the cells which is about 18 months, it would be nice if the HT helped over that same time period. As it will take about 6 months to a year to recover from HT it will probably still be effective until the end of the year, and the most important time period was the few months before and after RT.
So stop as soon as possible and then keep posting on here to let us know how things are going. You are going to be the clinical trial for stopping HT early.
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Cancer cells can take up to 18 months to die after being zapped by RT, which is why 18 months to 2 years is the recommended length of treatment. I carried on for the recommended 18 months, and didn't personally find HT too bad at all. Only you can decide what's right for you.
Cheers,
Chris
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Hope I’m getting the terminology right. I’m new to this game and it’s all a fast learning experience, made a bit more difficult by having at the same time become Type 2 diabetic and self injecting with insulin.
My PSA last September was 500 and I was suffering terrible pains and headaches. I was diagnosed with Stage 4 PC and offered chemo or HT. I was steered in the direction of the latter and have been on Zoladex and Enza ever since. They’ve saved my life at least for the moment. PSA now 0.1. Side effects not too bad. Hot flushes etc but also the young “chaps” have shrivelled to almost nothing.
I’ve suggested to the lady captain of my golf club that I should be admitted to the ladies section or at least be allowed to play from the ladies tees. Still awaiting a response!
on the lemons point if life gives you lemons bugger the lemonade. Much better used in a stiff g & t, with ice slimline tonic of course and followed by plenty of red wine.
Onwards and sideways. If this had all happened 20 years ago I’d have been a goner by now. Most of us probably would.
User
I was on Zoladex for 3 years, had many of the side effects physical and mental when I would just start crying over nothing - I might have been having a shower, on bike, rowing machine, walking along road, driving along etc etc. I had a couple of these 'bouts' and was prescribed anti depressants for 6 months on first occasion and twelve for the other and I do think they really helped. I was sort of expecting to suffer this, though I'm not prone to depression, as it's a known issue, potentially.
I will say though that I did not have suicidal thoughts, which must obviously be a lot worse, GP help?
Peter
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Thanks.
Our quote is...if we didn't have bad luck we'd have no luck at all!
There's a mother of a PCa sufferer on my blog comments....her son is in his 40's
Such a shame....all i can do is raise awareness....the blog has done that. My dear brother has put it on the Millwall supporters site and the Met retirees....let's hope some of them take notice!
It is truly wretched but it needn't be. My neighbour got tested and I thought was following me...... MRI, TRUS biopsy, 24 cores then nothing....no cancer at all...
So hope. Get tested young(er) man!
Steve Blog: prostatecancer.vivatek.co.uk |
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"There's a mother of a PCa sufferer on my blog comments....her son is in his 40's"
We have a friend whose grandson died of PCa at age 27 in 2021 and have had members on here diagnosed with advanced PCa in their 30s and 40s.
I don't think there is any madness in stopping the HT right now. You gave it a go, it will have helped during the RT and some men don't have HT at all with curative RT. My husband stopped after 6 months instead of doing the full 18 months although his was salvage RT so a little different. QoL is everything
"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard
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Enjoy the g&t and keep doing well.
As regards the 20 yrs. I've been here circa 18 yrs (RT HT Zoladex). At your staging some may have done well but in those times wouldnt have been much in the medicine chest once HT ceased to work effectively.
Ray
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I had 8 months of Zoladex which covered the two months or so period of high dose RT back in 2008. The thing that affected me most with HT was premature fatigue, weight gain and loss of libido. I have never had HT since the RT. However, a new tumour subsequently formed in my Prostate and this was treated with HIFU in 2015 and at that point I was offered HT but declined. Apart from a small drop shortly after the HIFU, my PSA increased very slowly and it was agreed after a bit of pushing by me that the HIFU would be repeated which was done in December 2021. I hope this has eradicated or knocked back the tumour and I have a few years before having to consider whether to have HT, as they won't subject my Prostate to a fourth major treatment.
In retrospect, might my cancer treatment have been more effective if I had continued with HT after the RT or after the HIFU - really don't know, although experience of Oncologists seems to suggest subsequent HT does generally give better results? So it comes down to individual choice as nobody is forced to have follow up RT.
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Well I view the benefits of HT as like an exponential decay curve (I know you are a scientist, so you will know what this is). Basically the first bit is very beneficial, each subsequent bit is less beneficial than the previous one, but it will always be beneficial till the end of time (well that is probably not true, five years more likely), but the added benefit becomes so small compared to the cost that it becomes appropriate to stop.
I think only you can make the decision when to stop. Onco can give his opinion and guidance, but you are the one who is having to live with this not the onco.
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There are other curves to consider though. Counteracting the possible extensions of life you get from HT, there's measurable stuff like bone density loss, plus potential cardiac problems and circulatory system changes, pulmonary disease [etc] plus the most obvious change which is loss of fitness, gain of weight and something that feels like you're physically [and maybe mentally] 10 years older.
In terms of lifespan it's a question of balancing up the PCa virtues of the curve for HT against the other nasties which might be harder to quantify medically but are undeniably playing a part in shortening lifespan.
Jules
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Hi Esteban I do agree hormone therapy is not ideal first six months was tolerable last few months really difficult fatigue bone ache hot sweats just to name a few mentioned in it at last appointment they said it's a personal choice but be aware off a risk off reccuring PC if I did decide to come by off it told them I would carry on only 3more hopefully to go but like you say it's not great but they emphasized the choice is yours alone 👍
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Esteban, given that you're having such major problems with ADT, have you considered requesting that you're transferred to an non-ADT form of HT such as bicalutimide?
Best wishes,
Chris
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Ok sorry if I spoke out of turn truly. You’ll know by my bio that I’m QOL first also. I guess I’ve just been luckier than you re side-effects. Good luck with those sessions. In my opinion they are better than you think and can be powerful in that you just get stuff off your chest. Quite often the talk turns well away from cancer and into anything that you want to chat about. Talk is good therapy.
I wish you the very best
User
Esteban, I did the MacMillan counselling sessions when I was first diagnosed with cancer (I was diagnosed with both prostate cancer and kidney cancer, which was discovered by my prostate MRI scans) and found them extremely helpful. Do give them a go at least!
Best wishes,
Chris
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Yes, I've had two already....striving to get me into positive places rather than "sitting on the sofa" mode and spiralling down.
Recommended.
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You've completed your RT haven't you, Esteban? That should mean that your cancer is sorted out. There's every reason to be optimistic about the future. You've done all the hard stuff already!
Very best wishes,
Chris
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Ha, going to be an interesting chat with your onco but given what you've been through there's good reason for your decision. I'm supposed to stay on Zoladex for 3 years but there's no way I'm going to conform. Clearly ADT can "hold" the progress of cancer, either before or after treatment but in some cases this will be putting off the inevitable, while in others it will be a waste of time and QOL if RT was successful and the patient is and remains free of cancer.
Jules
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Glad you've made the decision that's right for you!
Best wishes,
Chris
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Hi guys,
Just thought I ought to return here for an update. I have to say looking back on this forum ....I've found some comments helpful but also it has the potential for being unhelpful and sometimes distressing. So much so I left, vowing not to return.
But I owe it to fellow sufferers to update.
I'm now 5 months post HT or CC as I call it. I was on the panel to review (and get paid) for PCR UK webinars recently - very good series, esp the last three, including end of life.
My blog, see profile, is up to date, my hormones are just beginning to return. The sexual side of things is improving..yes what those cheery medics call the "new normal", which translates as it's s*** but not as shitty as it was!
Erections now possible but the Happy endings still difficult and very low scoring, lol.
The mental state is still very fragile - meltdowns and tears, yes but less frequent and intense.
Blood tests now being done every 3-4 months....PSA last 2 times was exactly 0.4. Testosterone was 0.8 and then 1.8, so away to go.
On the plus side I'm now a radio presenter on Mind Station - a show dedicated to mental health issues... positive music!
I'm also involved in setting up a local men's shed in Haverfordwest.....us blokes really do need more support!
Cheers and thanks
Steve
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Good to here from you Steve. My testosterone stayed low for about six months but then suddenly jumped up. I now feel pretty much back to normal.
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Good that you have become involved with additional things. This will not only help others but will be good interest and therapy for you.
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Hi,
From your blog I can see you would be as capable as me on searching the internet for statistical evidence of HT effectiveness, and if you have found none I suspect I won't. I was on HT (CC if you prefer) for two years I did not have much problem.
As you know from my other posts I rate quality of life fairly high. So as your oncologist agrees you can choose the end date then that is what you should do. In your position I would not have the May injection. The RT kills the cancer over the lifetime of the cells which is about 18 months, it would be nice if the HT helped over that same time period. As it will take about 6 months to a year to recover from HT it will probably still be effective until the end of the year, and the most important time period was the few months before and after RT.
So stop as soon as possible and then keep posting on here to let us know how things are going. You are going to be the clinical trial for stopping HT early.
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Hi,
And a big thanks for not leaping in with opinions! I left this site once before because of those people!
So, guinea pig eh?
I'll keep you posted
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Cancer cells can take up to 18 months to die after being zapped by RT, which is why 18 months to 2 years is the recommended length of treatment. I carried on for the recommended 18 months, and didn't personally find HT too bad at all. Only you can decide what's right for you.
Cheers,
Chris
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Hi,
Yes I'm aware of that. But if I stop now, I'll have had 8 months it'll take up to a year for the boys to start making testosterone....so that's 14 months post RT...
As you say QoL is important. For me it hasn't been a breeze...breaking into tears, complete crushing physically and emotionally has been awful....
In fact the several suicidal episodes should be a guide for me...i know .all blokes are different...
I'll keep you posted
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I was on Zoladex for 3 years, had many of the side effects physical and mental when I would just start crying over nothing - I might have been having a shower, on bike, rowing machine, walking along road, driving along etc etc. I had a couple of these 'bouts' and was prescribed anti depressants for 6 months on first occasion and twelve for the other and I do think they really helped. I was sort of expecting to suffer this, though I'm not prone to depression, as it's a known issue, potentially.
I will say though that I did not have suicidal thoughts, which must obviously be a lot worse, GP help?
Peter
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My path and prognosis are different to yours as I’m no longer on a curative path , but if you read my profile you’ll see I’ve always put QOL at the forefront and declined quite a few treatments based on this ! Sadly I’m on HT forever now but I get your vibe and yes we all react differently. I hate it too and would rather not be on it but I have no choice. Go with both your gut and Onco advice. They never criticised me for putting my foot down and doing my own thing , and because of that life is still not so bad.
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Thank you but if someone quotes that lemons quote one more time.....!
Lmfao
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GP prescribed diazepam which I take sparingly
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Yes, I've read your bio...what a journey.
And what do I have to complain about?
We do all have judgements to make...and I agree QoL is probably tops
When we young, we were immortal...not so now and there's choices...not just for us but for those around us too..
Thanks
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Yes Esteban we all make our own journeys and decisions. Sorry about the quote but it’s just been there for nearly 7 years. Diazepam is great but I don’t rely on it. I rely more on red wine 🍷 😆
And you have plenty to complain about. It’s a wretched curse and we all make do as best we can. I’m not even 55 yet :-(
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Thanks.
Our quote is...if we didn't have bad luck we'd have no luck at all!
There's a mother of a PCa sufferer on my blog comments....her son is in his 40's
Such a shame....all i can do is raise awareness....the blog has done that. My dear brother has put it on the Millwall supporters site and the Met retirees....let's hope some of them take notice!
It is truly wretched but it needn't be. My neighbour got tested and I thought was following me...... MRI, TRUS biopsy, 24 cores then nothing....no cancer at all...
So hope. Get tested young(er) man!
Steve Blog: prostatecancer.vivatek.co.uk |
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"There's a mother of a PCa sufferer on my blog comments....her son is in his 40's"
We have a friend whose grandson died of PCa at age 27 in 2021 and have had members on here diagnosed with advanced PCa in their 30s and 40s.
I don't think there is any madness in stopping the HT right now. You gave it a go, it will have helped during the RT and some men don't have HT at all with curative RT. My husband stopped after 6 months instead of doing the full 18 months although his was salvage RT so a little different. QoL is everything
"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." Soren Kierkegaard
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Hope I’m getting the terminology right. I’m new to this game and it’s all a fast learning experience, made a bit more difficult by having at the same time become Type 2 diabetic and self injecting with insulin.
My PSA last September was 500 and I was suffering terrible pains and headaches. I was diagnosed with Stage 4 PC and offered chemo or HT. I was steered in the direction of the latter and have been on Zoladex and Enza ever since. They’ve saved my life at least for the moment. PSA now 0.1. Side effects not too bad. Hot flushes etc but also the young “chaps” have shrivelled to almost nothing.
I’ve suggested to the lady captain of my golf club that I should be admitted to the ladies section or at least be allowed to play from the ladies tees. Still awaiting a response!
on the lemons point if life gives you lemons bugger the lemonade. Much better used in a stiff g & t, with ice slimline tonic of course and followed by plenty of red wine.
Onwards and sideways. If this had all happened 20 years ago I’d have been a goner by now. Most of us probably would.
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Thanks
I agree on the G&T!
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Enjoy the g&t and keep doing well.
As regards the 20 yrs. I've been here circa 18 yrs (RT HT Zoladex). At your staging some may have done well but in those times wouldnt have been much in the medicine chest once HT ceased to work effectively.
Ray
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I had 8 months of Zoladex which covered the two months or so period of high dose RT back in 2008. The thing that affected me most with HT was premature fatigue, weight gain and loss of libido. I have never had HT since the RT. However, a new tumour subsequently formed in my Prostate and this was treated with HIFU in 2015 and at that point I was offered HT but declined. Apart from a small drop shortly after the HIFU, my PSA increased very slowly and it was agreed after a bit of pushing by me that the HIFU would be repeated which was done in December 2021. I hope this has eradicated or knocked back the tumour and I have a few years before having to consider whether to have HT, as they won't subject my Prostate to a fourth major treatment.
In retrospect, might my cancer treatment have been more effective if I had continued with HT after the RT or after the HIFU - really don't know, although experience of Oncologists seems to suggest subsequent HT does generally give better results? So it comes down to individual choice as nobody is forced to have follow up RT.
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Hi, time for an update. I have been scouring the interweb for info.
Not really a lot on the reasons why HT, sorry CC is given such a lengthy timespan.
I've added references on my blog, towards the end, citing the reasons why 18 months gives almost the same life outcomes as 3 years
There's also a paper on comparing 6 months to 18. Over the next 10 years, about 9% of men died from PCa whereas around 13% died who were on the shorter dose. The difference was actually 3.6%!
I'm now on mirtazapine (3rd week) and seem to get little benefit, just more side effects! I guess it needs a few weeks to kick in. I'm also getting those six free counseling sessions via Macmillan.
But I'm still getting horrible suicidal meltdowns....they're lasting longer. Plus after 8 months on CC I'm getting more longer term "blessings"... increased weight, waist increased, fatigue, brain fog and lethargy, hair loss ....and after RT (2 months on) erections nope, sexual function nope.
Since I was started on degarelix, ie castration in 3 days, i really have had the full 8 months....next jab in 2 weeks time. My wife is keen that i stop too. She's fed up of having to hide the knives..no, I'm not kidding!
My onco is going to phone my on Friday...this will be my final review post RT, I hope we can chat about CC too.
Esteban
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Well I view the benefits of HT as like an exponential decay curve (I know you are a scientist, so you will know what this is). Basically the first bit is very beneficial, each subsequent bit is less beneficial than the previous one, but it will always be beneficial till the end of time (well that is probably not true, five years more likely), but the added benefit becomes so small compared to the cost that it becomes appropriate to stop.
I think only you can make the decision when to stop. Onco can give his opinion and guidance, but you are the one who is having to live with this not the onco.
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There are other curves to consider though. Counteracting the possible extensions of life you get from HT, there's measurable stuff like bone density loss, plus potential cardiac problems and circulatory system changes, pulmonary disease [etc] plus the most obvious change which is loss of fitness, gain of weight and something that feels like you're physically [and maybe mentally] 10 years older.
In terms of lifespan it's a question of balancing up the PCa virtues of the curve for HT against the other nasties which might be harder to quantify medically but are undeniably playing a part in shortening lifespan.
Jules
User
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Hi Esteban I do agree hormone therapy is not ideal first six months was tolerable last few months really difficult fatigue bone ache hot sweats just to name a few mentioned in it at last appointment they said it's a personal choice but be aware off a risk off reccuring PC if I did decide to come by off it told them I would carry on only 3more hopefully to go but like you say it's not great but they emphasized the choice is yours alone 👍
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Yes, well my side effects a little more extreme than the std ones....like suicide!
I'm veering towards stopping tbh.
I'm a fairly fit and active 64 yr old but I feel like a decrepit 75 yr old with nothing to live for......
Plus I now have a nasty cold....could be Covid, I'll test later.
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Esteban, given that you're having such major problems with ADT, have you considered requesting that you're transferred to an non-ADT form of HT such as bicalutimide?
Best wishes,
Chris
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Hi, thanks for that. Do you think that would help?
A lot of the side effects are the same esp. depression plus a few more i haven't collected yet!
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Me too really bunged up with cold to compound the situation 😱
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The reason my oncologist put me on bicalutimide rather than the injectable hormones is because he said that, although it's not as effective for all men as the injectable hormones, when it does work (and fortunately for me it did) it's much better tolerated. It might be worth having a chat to your oncologist about it?
Best wishes,
Chris
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Hi,
Thanks I will. However the big side effect for me is still the depression, which is one in the list for bicalutamide....worth a chat... I have had bical before so I know what it's like
Cheers
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Good advice above from Chris ! You can ask for changes to meds. I don’t want to sound flippant I promise you , but is it worth accepting maybe that the depression isn’t all medication related and partly due to your position in general ?? Maybe try some councelling and talking. I offload to a councellor once a fortnight and it just lifts all the sh**t off my mind.
Best wishes
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Hi, thanks for that. A brief skim thru my blog will show you these crushing depressions or meltdowns occurred during the first few weeks of Degarelix. It's the lack of hormones. It's stayed with me throughout the 8months . Sometimes triggered yes but often not.
There's a piece where I was driving back from Swansea RT department and just had to slam on the brakes and stop for a good cry...minutes later....on we go .
Only a few have have been suicidal. One saw me start wrist cutting....but we won't go there.
I'm on mirtazapine and have accepted the six free counseling sessions via Macmillan and Bupa. I'm not sure they're going to help. I'm not really dealing with issues. It's all just biochemistry. It's great to have a caring guy to chat to for an hour and some positive actions have come out of this but stopping meltdowns, no.
The difference in longevity between men dying within ten years is just 3.6%....between those who do 6 months and those doing the 18 months.
My choice I know and I choose to live fully before the final bow.....
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Ok sorry if I spoke out of turn truly. You’ll know by my bio that I’m QOL first also. I guess I’ve just been luckier than you re side-effects. Good luck with those sessions. In my opinion they are better than you think and can be powerful in that you just get stuff off your chest. Quite often the talk turns well away from cancer and into anything that you want to chat about. Talk is good therapy.
I wish you the very best
User
Cheers....off to make lemonade
Oh, btw I forgot to add....just tested positive for Covid!
Yey, more side effects to add to all the rest!
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Esteban, I did the MacMillan counselling sessions when I was first diagnosed with cancer (I was diagnosed with both prostate cancer and kidney cancer, which was discovered by my prostate MRI scans) and found them extremely helpful. Do give them a go at least!
Best wishes,
Chris
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Yes, I've had two already....striving to get me into positive places rather than "sitting on the sofa" mode and spiralling down.
Recommended.
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You've completed your RT haven't you, Esteban? That should mean that your cancer is sorted out. There's every reason to be optimistic about the future. You've done all the hard stuff already!
Very best wishes,
Chris
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Hi guys... I think I've made the decision to stop ADT. I'll carry on with the antidepressant mirtazapine, or marzipan as we call it as it seems to work even though I hate fighting drugs with drugs!
Onco chat on Friday may help, she may try and twist my arm but I think I'd like to try a bit if life with hormones.... I can always go back or try alternative treatments.
To really make my day I've now got Covid! Yep and collecting all the symptoms - including diarrhea! That doesn't often get a mention. ADT is supposed to be a help against it and I was lucky to get a fourth jab (available if you've had RT within 6 months guys), so fingers crossed, it isn't too bad. So far bloody awful..... certainly not a "mild cold". All day and all night coughing...happy days...
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Ha, going to be an interesting chat with your onco but given what you've been through there's good reason for your decision. I'm supposed to stay on Zoladex for 3 years but there's no way I'm going to conform. Clearly ADT can "hold" the progress of cancer, either before or after treatment but in some cases this will be putting off the inevitable, while in others it will be a waste of time and QOL if RT was successful and the patient is and remains free of cancer.
Jules
Edited by member 27 Apr 2022 at 10:02
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Hi, well I've made the decision. I've done 8 months. Both GP and Onco supportive. Will monitor my PSA and testosterone every 3 months....if it goes up too much or too quickly then back on the CC....just got to shake off Covid!
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Glad you've made the decision that's right for you!
Best wishes,
Chris
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Thanks. I ought to add the rider - that this is my experience and my choice! I don't want to encourage other blokes, just a "bit fed up" with their treatment, to consider following me!
Blog updated.
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Hi guys,
Just thought I ought to return here for an update. I have to say looking back on this forum ....I've found some comments helpful but also it has the potential for being unhelpful and sometimes distressing. So much so I left, vowing not to return.
But I owe it to fellow sufferers to update.
I'm now 5 months post HT or CC as I call it. I was on the panel to review (and get paid) for PCR UK webinars recently - very good series, esp the last three, including end of life.
My blog, see profile, is up to date, my hormones are just beginning to return. The sexual side of things is improving..yes what those cheery medics call the "new normal", which translates as it's s*** but not as shitty as it was!
Erections now possible but the Happy endings still difficult and very low scoring, lol.
The mental state is still very fragile - meltdowns and tears, yes but less frequent and intense.
Blood tests now being done every 3-4 months....PSA last 2 times was exactly 0.4. Testosterone was 0.8 and then 1.8, so away to go.
On the plus side I'm now a radio presenter on Mind Station - a show dedicated to mental health issues... positive music!
I'm also involved in setting up a local men's shed in Haverfordwest.....us blokes really do need more support!
Cheers and thanks
Steve
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Good to here from you Steve. My testosterone stayed low for about six months but then suddenly jumped up. I now feel pretty much back to normal.
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Good that you have become involved with additional things. This will not only help others but will be good interest and therapy for you.
Barry |