Dear Steve
I may be completely wrong (please forgive me if so) but I get the impression that you are not getting enough support at home?
If that is the case it is important that you keep posting here as we can all try to offer something, even if it is just for the sake of a chat and a moan!
I think we have all felt like you are feeling at times, but all handle matters differently, as we all have different sets of problems with the one common denominator being the PCa.
I wish I could win the lottery and then help you out of this financial mess, afterall we all have enough else to worry about!
I suppose I should at least buy a ticket then! :-)
Keep posting.
Alison x