Hi all
Today at 1.30 I get to meet my surgeon and a pathology report. 7 weeks on from RP, I started with Gleason 9 (4+5), PSA +/- 21, T3a N0 M0 and now I get to find out the outcome.
I'm not nervous or apprehensive about it, but I am intrigued. As I have done what I can and cannot change reality, I'm not feeling any anxiety. Weird! In some ways, it might feel a bit like becoming a parent but not knowing the gender - one of life's surprises. I was thinking about starting a sweepstake for the closest guess to the results, but that feels a little insensitive to others.
For what it's worth, my best guess will be salvage RT and a PSA of 0.03 (jury's out on whether it's spread to any nodes), a referral to the ED clinic and the conversation had in the usual impersonal examination room at the urology department, with the medicos all lined up on the bed. Why can't these things be done in a normal room?! I'll post the results on my profile later...
cheers
G