Hi. It's Summer down under today. I've posted on this site but have just read through all these posts. I'm trying to keep calm as well, my first radiotherapy was to begin on Wednesday next week but I asked to postpone it until January as I developed shingles. He eventually agreed and said I won't come to any harm. So a quietish December. I am G 7 3+4 which is Intermediate favourable. Two of thirteen cores positive both on one side. Localised. So, could be worse I suppose. Last PSA in July 7.4. Urologist not bothered about that. Best wishes to you all. P.S. I am a health wimp as well and unfortunately stopped drinking almost 12 years ago. Maybe get a new hobby to keep myself calm...