Thank you all so much for your messages and offers,I have to take every step as it comes,will wait for phone consultation with Royal Marsden,I'm also asking questions about IFR (independent funding request) my oncologist is putting me forward for clinical trials and theres still the option of cabazitaxel and radium,my next oncology appointment is end of January when decisions will have to have been made.
I hope I can keep well until then,I'm not to bad at moment phisically but mentally it's challenging as some of you know to well.
It is very annoying, disappointing and frustrating that there's treatment in this country that is out of reach because of cost,I've paid my taxes and NI for 40 years!!!! I'm sorry I'm being bitter..
All the best regards Phil